My God is Mighty to Save

2008-05-23T14:50:00.002+08:00

It has been ages! Oh man... I've been using another route for blogging. Sigh... Well I still miss my blogspot. No worries I won't close it down. :)

School's been pretty okay. I've been so busy with dance lately. And now I'm getting more involved in school activities, these past few weeks I have been planning an event for SHL DSLM.
AND!!!!
THE EVENT IS TODAY @ 5pm! Oh man... I'm so close to having a nervous breakdown. Gosh! Guess what?? I got a CHIJ uniform from my friend to wear for today's event.
The theme is: 'Back To School', hence the pinafore. Hahahaha... =D
I pray that tonight's going to be a fun and successful evening. :)

Magdalene Joanne Lee
May the Lord guide you by His love and grace… Have faith and trust in Him!

alls wells..

2008-03-12T22:59:00.002+08:00

This whole period has really been a struggle, so I haven't been blogging here.

Anyway, I'm going to be helping out in this year's FOP as a Student Leader. How cool~ I hope this year, we'll make it fun and happening. :)
Good Friday is next week and COF's currently having rehearsals as we're acting in the Passion Play on that day.
Oh man! I really pray that I will not get stage fright and act my role out properly. :/

So far my observation for this year, I think that this year isn't really a good year to begin with especially during towards the end of February till now. I mean so many unpleasant things have been going on, really bad~

Alls Well, I'm still taking each step at a time and trying to survive.
Everything's going to be okay..:)

2008-02-05T00:59:00.000+08:00

It's been almost a month since I blogged in here. My log pot is rotten. Gosh!

Anyway! Chinese New Year is coming!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
Hmmmmm... But damn! I won't be going visiting this year, instead I'll be flying to Taiwan with my parents on Wednesday after reunion dinner. Ah well...
But.... I will be back on the 13th at about 2am in the morning. So yeah! =)

My 10 weeks of holiday officially started last Saturday. How cool is that~
What's so cool anyway? Holidays will be over and gone in a blink of an eye. Sucks eh! But still... I am having my holidays!
I am going Year 2 in April. Oh man. I'm getting old! =(

There's this Professional Profiling that I've got to do. Sad to say, I am pretty nervous and lost as to what I'm supposed to do about it. It seems like something difficult and I'm actually pretty scared. Oh man...
What am I going to do?
Guess I've got to take things one step at a time. Damn school~

Ah well it's pretty late now and I think I better get to bed. Night all~ =)

2008-01-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 3RD DAY OF THE NEW YEAR!!!!!!

Gosh I've only got 4 more weeks of school and that concludes the end of my Year 1 in RP. Oh man! Time really flies like crazy. It's totally scary. I swear!

Yay! I am going to register for driving tomorrow. This is so exciting! Drive drive drive... =D And YESAH! Mommy allows me to go melbourne alone in March to find Evelyn. So cool! I totally can't wait. So exciting. =P

Sigh school's starting next monday. But nvm it's just 4 weeks. And my 10 weeks of holiday starts on 2nd Feb. Year 2 starts on 14th Apr. Oh man! I feel so old. Turning 19 this year. Next year I'll have a 2 in my age! Gosh!
Time past freakin' FAST!!
Freaky freaky freaky! :(

Anyway gtg. :)))

2007-12-26T01:30:00.000+08:00

TO ALL KUCHINGERS & THE PEOPLE IN KUCHING!

A shout out to all of you.

MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Have A Great Year Ahead!

I know I am like 1 hour and 31 mins late. Spare me! I am so busy. Hahahhaha. Anyway I love you guys. Stay healthy and I'll see you all real soon. :D
OH! And thank you for the many presents and wishes. I appreciate it. Love Love.. :D

On another note, I am missing so many people and I can't remember who are they but I know I am missing a lot of people this Christmas!
Who I miss most are the people whom I've met in Kuching.
Although they aren't going to see this, I just want to wish them a MERRY CHRISTMAS! here. I miss them tonnes. :))
And to those whom I've not met, spoken to or seen,
MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Have A Great Year Ahead and Stay Healthy. Trust God and Live in Peace! =D

Loves,
Jo :)

2007-12-17T23:25:00.001+08:00

I decided to go into more details about what I brought home from Kuching this year.

Things I have learnt:
- Angel Clap
- Yes Clap
- WTF Clap [ooopsss HAHA=p]
- "ABANG TOMPANG!!!"
- Call Me Happy (song)
- Selamat Hari Natal (song)
- 'Thank You', 'Praise You' & 'Love You' Jesus (song)
- Bridge [card game]
- Polar Bear (w/ additional stuff)
- Pray more

*'Thank You', 'Praise You' & 'Love You' Jesus*
Thank you, Thank you Jesus
Thank you, Thank you Jesus
Thank you, Thank you Jesus in my hEARt....
Thank you, Thank you Jesus
Thank you, Thank you Jesus
Thank you, Thank you Jesus in my heart..

Praise you, Praise you Jesus
Praise you, Praise you Jesus
Praise you, Praise you Jesus in my hEARt....
Praise you, Praise you Jesus
Praise you, Praise you Jesus
Praise you, Praise you Jesus in my heart..

Love you, Love you Jesus
Love you, Love you Jesus
Love you, Love you Jesus in my hEARt....
Love you, Love you Jesus
Love you, Love you Jesus
Love you, Love you Jesus in my heart..

*Call Me Happy*
Call me happy when I’m weak, now I’m strong
That’s the power of cross.
Call me happy that’s the name of this song
Call me happy that’s all.

We say
Na Na Na Na Na…

When I’m weak,
When I fall,
When I’m nothing at all
When I’m down
When I’m out
Call me happy.

*Selamat Hari Natal*
CHORUS
Selamat hari natal
Dan tahun baru
Pada mus luruh teman teman ku
Jangan engkau fikikan
Yang lalu lalu
Ingatlah akan masa depanmu

Walau kita tak jumpa
Dengarlah laguku
Yang bertemakan
Selamat dan tahun baru

**
WHEEEEEEE...
KUCHING SONGS by lyricists, Nic and Marianne! Lovely created songs. =)

Jesus loves the little children (tune)
Jesus loves all the Kuchingers
All the Kuchingers here today
Adult, youth, newbie or old
Like the décor, you are gold
Jesus loves all the Kuchingers here today.

We 3 Kings (tune)
We 3 days of Mt. Singai are
700 steps up afar
Rocks n Rain, Body pain
On a clear night, many stars

O mountain journey, mountain stay
Mountain bugs which won’t go away
Crazy flies all in my rice
Toilets filled with much algae

Lemon Tree (tune)
I’m drinking milo, playing dai-dee
I shout shout shout until need herbal tea
But all that I can see
Is that I think I’m losing sleep

I wonder how, I wonder why
As the days seem to go flying by
‘Cause all that I can see
All mosquitoes just love me

Gloria (tune)
Children’s parties are so loud
Very small but noisy crowd
A balloon for every one
Still they cry in unison
(MO-RE balloons! In great exclamation) x2

Caroling is twice the hype
Teenagers of every type
Still no have that common word
Shout it out let it be heard
(MO-RE heya! In great exclamation) x2

Country Road (tune)
Almost heaven, East Malaysia
Singai Mountain, Kampong Sira River
Life is old there
Older than Celine
Younger than the Michael
Foreign like a sneeze

Kuching Road, take me home
To the place, I belong
East Malaysia, Singapura
Take me home, Kuching Road

Hotel California (tune)
On the dark there’s a highway, cool wind in my hair
Bad smell of the manure, rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance, where we had to alight
Our head was heavy and our bags were too
So we stopped for some nights

Xavier went to the doorway, and he opened the gate
We were all telling stupid jokes
Sarah offered a date.

So they gave us our blankets, and they showed us our beds.
Victor asked what this place was,
So we just said.

Welcome to the motel Santa Lucas,
Such a lovely place, with so much space
Plenty of loos at the motel Santa Lucas
The hot water’s fine, There’s great laundry lines.

So when you get out of this motel Santa Lucas
In the yellow bus, when you think of us.
Living it up at the motel Santa Lucas,
At this time of year,
Think of all the cheer.

We Wish You (tune)
(We wish you a happy Kuching) x3
And lots of good cheer
We hope you had fun, with us and your friends
We hope you had great fun @ Kuching this year.

OH! And our names with our exchanged GENDER! HAHAHAHA! This is interesting!
=)

Alex : Alexis, Alexandra [my brother/sister] Hahaha
Annabelle : Aaron
Carmen : Carl, Che Men
Charmaine : Charles
Celine : Cedric [my cam-hore partner]
Dennis : Denise
Gabriel Seah : GABRIELla, ella ella eh eh [only gay]
Gabriel Wong : GABRIELle
George Wong : Georgiana
Genevieve : Gene [funky girl/cam-hore 'ah lian' pose @ airport =p]
Jeremiah : Jerilyn [my cat class student]
Jason : Jessie
Jeanette : John [our Kuching guitarist]
Jeremy : Jeraldine [Kuching Trip LEADER!!]
Jolenta : Joseph [Volleyball Server & Game Organiser]
Joanne : JOEL! It's ME, MYSELF! [Game Organiser Asst]
Keenan : Keesha [personal photographer/youth worker & leader]
Marianne : Matthew [lyricist & leader]
Michael : Michelle [HAHA air plane AHEM** HAHAHA]
Nicholas Tham : Nicole [stickman!]
Nicholas Lee : Nicolette
Nicole D : Nicodemus [lyricist/rain bath partner *don't think crooked*]
Paul Maxi : Paulina [the pretty]
Ryan : Ryanna/Rihana [the ANG MOH KPG PRINCE - wwoooo!]
Rachel : Raphael/Richard [my bath partner *don't think crooked*]
Sarah : Seth [PRETTY GIRL]
Timothy D : Tiffany [RAMBO/our Kuching guitarist]
Timothy Chua : Tabitha [the funky curly hair/guitarist]
Victor : VICTORia
William : Wilia [oldest & coolest]
Xavier : Xena [Spiritual Leader: "Holiest", funkiest & funniest]

I love all of them! They are the people that made this year's Kuching trip a memorable one.
HIP HIP HOORAY FOR....
KUCHINGers 2007!

2007-12-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

KUCHING WAS AWESOME!

PS:
I miss all the SMOTA KUCHINGers! Although we met up at George's place on Friday night; and VICTORia's house + mass on Saturday, I STILL MISS ALL OF YOU!

Waking up every morning and it's like, WHERE'S EVERYBODY?! Breakfast, lunch, dinner & teabreaks, like where's everybody who are around me 24/7 for 9 days?
I miss Kuching very very badly! I miss it more this year as compared to last year. Time really really flies!! :(

Kuching, mountain, coffee, tea & milo! The people, food, air & lodgings (Santa Lucas). Oh man! Can I migrate there? :(
What I miss most is still all the SMOTA KUCHINGers! Everyone's all in their own homes, place & world; and we can only meet up once in a bit now, not like in Kuching where we see each other everyday. Sigh!

Kuching songs by lyricists Nic and Mari was so awesome & touching. It really made Kuching 2007 a very memorable one. I like the 'We 3 Kings', 'Lemon Tree', 'Country Road', 'Gloria', 'Hotel California' and 'We Wish You'! I like all of it!!!
Love Love Love!! =D

I'm looking forward to a better Kuching next year. :)

Loves,
Jo

2007-12-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

I am flying tomorrow morning to Kuching people. You guys, please take lots of care, especially W46M and my darlings. I will be back on the 12th of Dec.
May God bless all of you!

Best Regards,
Magdalene Joanne Lee
:)))

2007-12-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

Time for updates!

Yesterday I was at the ice rink emceeing for Skate Asia Winter Classic at Fuji Ice. It was totally refreshing to see those young ones having grown up so much into a teenager. Especially Yi Ching, Claire Casey, Jasmine Mchaffey, Anja and a few others, they have grown up so much. I feel so old now. Gosh~
Oh! And I met Phan, my Thai skating friend. Oh man he has lost so much weight and has grown so much taller, moreover his hairstyle has changed too. When he saw me, I couldn't even recognise him at first sight. It took me 2 minutes to figure who he was. Oh man, I felt so bad. Another surprising thing is, he is a skating coach now. And he was a judge for the competition too. Hahaha.

I took a photo with him and Yi Ching before I left yesterday, because I know I won't get to see him till end of next year. Sigh~ Overseas friends are the worst to part with, seriously! Because you get to see them only like once a year. :(

So today was the Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2007. I was a baggage crew at the baggage tent at War Memorial Park. I was there at 3am sharp this morning. I swear we were so busy checking in bags in the morning from 4am onwards all the way till about 10am. Then from 10am onwards we were busy checking out the bags for some people were already done with the race and they came back to collect their bags.
The whole process was really tiring but overall a very fun and interesting experience. I had a free Adidas shirt by the way and I received $20 for volunteering. Apart from that, there was an additional official letter for a 20% discount at Adidas. Totally awesome! I swear!
And guess what, 5 crazy girls camwhored at 3+am in the morning. Hahahhaa.

I love them. They brought in a lot of fun during the whole process even though we were all busy and tired at the same time. WE HAD FUN! =D

2007-11-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!!! WEEEE!!!! YAYEEE!!

Aw man the day has finally arrived. I feel so hyper. Hahahaha. This feeling is GREAT! Aw man. Hahahahaha..

2007-11-23T23:08:00.000+08:00

5 More Days Bitches!!!

To be exact, 96hours and 50mins!!! Woohoo~~~

Well I'll be off to Kuching on 4th Dec. I am so gonna miss the class. Aw man!!!
Skate Winter Classic Singapore starts next Thursday! I am going to be the Mcee again for the competition. :0

I've got to be in school the next 2 mornings. Oh man. Kill me! Because of those stupid CE points. Gosh~ Rrrarr!
There's a Kuching briefing in the afternoon tomorrow and followed by the Catechists' Party. It's going to be a long day tomorrow. :/

Anyway, I'm going off. Will update soon. :)

2007-11-21T16:11:00.000+08:00

Updates.

Saturday
I went to Siloso beach with Aunt Kat, Alistair and mommy. We were supposed to go for the lime sonic bang thing but we end up going for magaritas and gin lime, etc. Hahaha. After drinking, we went to Sakae Sushi for dinner. Oh man. I swear after drinking, I was too full to eat anything. Seriously~ LOL

Sunday
Went to church early in the morning at 8.15am. It was activity day for the Sec 3s and we had so much games for them. I love the water games man. Hahahaha. =D
After the games and all, headed to Cher's house to sleep and bathe before the 2008 batch junior catechists' meeting in the evening. We had a dinner meeting with Fr JP right after at the friary. It was so cool. Had lots and lots of fun there, especially when we were playing the 'Polar Bear' game. So FUN! Besides that, not to forget the intellectual talk with Cheryl E., Germ, Teresa and Cher. Hahaha! I had fun girls. :D
**We should meet up to have such talks again soon.** HAHAHAHA! =D

Well yesterday, I went skating with Aunt Teresa and her daughter Wanita whom I just met yesterday. Her daughter is such an interesting girl and she was really fun to mix around with. Awesome I tell you.
She sticks to me like glue now. But I felt so weird when she calls me jiejie(english tone). Hahaha. But well she's 15 and she's really adorable and pretty. :)))

P.S
Cher!!!!!!! I've updated. Hahaha. The "aile chay" too yeah. Love you many many. =D

2007-11-13T12:40:00.000+08:00

To some people who love to judge, let me tell you, I don't give a damn about what you think of me because this is who I am. You can't expect me to change because this is me! So I suggest you step away from my life.

Quoted from (HMS2):
"You should step away from the mirror, far enough to check the damages that will always be right behind you."

Anyway, the Party last saturday was real fun! I love these people for they brought joy into my life.

There are a lot of other photos, but I am too shy to publish it here. Hahaha. And that's the party for last saturday.
That's what life is all about man! :D

I miss you.

2007-11-11T00:32:00.000+08:00

The two days of skating (Thurs and Fri) was so fulfilling. Awesome I swear! Especially when it is at the new rink. Woooohooo! I am going to apply for coach over there and I can't wait. I got to send my resume in by this coming week.
Aw man, I am so excited. =D

Here are some pictures of the 2 days of skating. :))

And we went bowling!! Hahaha...

That's all for the 2 days of photos! Hahaha. There'll be more photos coming up and that will be the ones taken at Julie's place. :D

To Condrey:
Sorry Con, to trouble you. Well my email got problem so I can't send the photos to you. Well you can take it from here. Sorry yeah!
See you guys soon. :D

2007-11-08T00:31:00.001+08:00

I can finally heave a sigh of relief and have a sense of accomplishment!! Yesah!

I swear today's tiring! Tedious in fact. Tata came, and we took out everything from my wardrobe and started cleaning it. So much clothes and so many things, like OMG!
Soon it was like 6+ and she had to leave, but still left with so many things undone.
[THANKS TATA! YOU MADE CLEANING ALL FUN FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE! Thanks! Love ya many many!]
I was so desperate to look for someone to help me with the balance. I swear I was panicking and stressing out at that moment.
Then I suddenly thought of Clarissa, my cat class student. I didn't want to call her, but I really had no choice and because she lives in yew tee. So she was definitely one of the most applicable person to call for.

So she came, and there we started clearing my clothes and all the other things that I chucked outside my room corridor. Well, with her, I didn't get to finish everything. I still end up finishing everything up by myself.
Best part is, after I was done with my room, I went on to vacuuming and mopping the whole entire house. I swear I was suffering from backache right after that.
Then, I head on to wash the dishes in kitchen sink and then bathe. And I washed and hung all my clothes while bathing, before I could finally sit here to rest and blog.

Like someone, just shoot me dead now because I want my beauty sleep. I hope no one interrupts my sleep early in the morning. Seriously I need it. GGRRRR~
*My pimples are coming out* --> blame it on my dirty room which is now CLEAN!

I need a reward, probably going out with close friends to sit somewhere and chill. Maybe at mccafe, starbucks or something for a blended ice mocha, plus I need a good meal! YEAH! That's about it for a reward.
Come on man, I burnt 3 days of my 1 week holiday to clean up my whole room!
I NEED THE REWARD BADLY!!!!!

tired.. really tired... dead.

2007-11-06T18:55:00.001+08:00

So these 2 days I have been cleaning my room. Oh man, I swear, it is fucking tiring.
~A little help here please!~

Well Cheryl came today and she help with the cleaning of my platform's compartments. But I am still not done with my wardrobe, someone just kill me please. Fuck.
I am so lazy to do anything now. I've got so much things to throw, to clean and to pack!! Damn!
My first 2 days of holiday have been burnt in this manner, might as well just shoot me dead. Gosh~

Anyway, thanks Cheryl darling for making time to come see me today. Aaawww I'm so touched. :)) Haha. I will see you soon!

I need someone to love ya'll. Okay continue to kill me! :( I seem desperate now, gosh! Joanne, NO NO NO STOP thinking about such things. GGGRRR~*
I am back to cleaning now.

need someone to love badly.. :(

2007-11-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

Okay I am back to updating.

Awww Cher, it's okay if you can't make it tomorrow. We'll definitely meet on SATURDAY! YAYEE! Love you. :D

So Li Lin has stop facilitating in RP for good and I have a new culture facilitator now. It was yesterday. I swear I have so much to talk about man.

The new culture faci, she wears her skirt really high up her waist, she wears spectacles that are out of fashion and her hair seems to be slightly oily looking or rather it actually is.
Okay I know I am being mean here.
Well I can't stop laughing when I recall our reaction when the moment she walked into our class yesterday. The fact that when she came in, there were only tata, jessjess, nicenice, shuashua and me in class. And at exactly 9am with only the 5 of us in class, she said, "Ladies and Gentlemen, lets start our lesson now."

We were all like giving the "HUH?!?!?" expression la. Damn FUNNY. That's because there was only 1 GentlemAn and not GentlemEn!!!! LOL. And also there were these few of us in class and she was like in a hurry to start class.
Like totally 'O M G'!
JessJess, TaTa and me were like conferencing on msn gossiping so much about her man. Hilarious. TOTALLY~~

I like the part when WanWan came in, sat down and his first immediate comment was 'OMG she sucks!'
LOL LOL LOL!!! I immediately burst out laughing when I heard that, I swear man!
After that, in no time, more than half the class was conferencing on msn gossiping and teasing her like crazy! LOL.
But we suspect that she knows we were talking about her. But whatever~~ Hahahaha.

Nvm those are not the only interesting incident.
The first second when Breakout 1 started, the whole class burst out laughing. Why? Because we were talking a lot of rubbish and horny stuff in the conference conversation. LOL I swear I LOVE this class man!!! HAhahahahahaha.

DIGRESS!!
Next week's our 1 WEEK HOLIDAY!!! Like YAYEEE!
Oh man, I'm having so much activities in that week. One of the days, we are going to RAYA at all our malay classmates house. Oh man!
DADA HURRY UP PLAN PROPERLY LA! SO SLOW~~ Hahahaha.
And...
Next Thursday is DEEPAVALI! Well we'll be going to SuSu's house one of the days after Thursday cause he won't be around that day.
SPEAKING THE OBVIOUS!!
On Wednesday..
I am going to Julie's house for a partay!!! Oh man I can't wait.
But JULIE!!! I am SCARED OF DOGS, SORRY!, but I am going to make things a little hard for you on that day. Hahahaha.

Apart from all that partaying, if I am not wrong we are going to have a W46M class outing to somewhere. I don't know where.
One minute it was Sentosa, next minute it was the ZOOOOO!!! Hahahahahha.
YES tell me about it, we are still young kids and we want to see the animals in the zoooo. Hahahahhaa~~~
We have no childhood. So that's why. HAhahahahaha.
I am just KIDDIN' =P

I HEARTS these adorable people. :D

2007-10-30T19:05:00.000+08:00

Bryan Adams - Please Forgive Me

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still holding on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's
the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I
wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

[Chorus]
So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me

This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you

Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember
the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do
[Chorus]

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...
[Chorus: Please forgive me....]

WanWan was playing this song in class today. The song's so nice man, love it. :)

2007-10-29T12:13:00.000+08:00

I am thinking of you. Do you know who you are? Oh man. Someone kill me please.

Tata Young - I think of you
When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do

[Chorus]

And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

[Chorus]

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

Just shoot me dead, someone please. Give me a chance. Will you do that? :(

2007-10-28T16:45:00.000+08:00

Photos time! Oh man I didn't take any photos with cher. She took pictures of me though. =D

That's all with the photos. (:
Church was okay today. Thank God class was all smooth, which was good. =D

The hols is coming soon. After this coming week, it'll be my 1 week of school holiday. Awesome man. I can't wait! :)))

2007-10-27T18:32:00.001+08:00

I just came back from orchard not long. hahaha. So anyway, I was with Cher at orchard just now. We had lunch at 'Pepper Lunch' and then we headed to far east to do some shopping.
Before that, I saw the CD shop and they were playing very nice songs from a cd. Out of curiousity, we went to check out what cd they were playing. Oh man! I swear the songs were nice and I ended up buying it for $36.90. I seriously don't mind buying it.

So after buying the cd, we headed to far east to shop around. Then we went into hula&co. and guess what?! I bought a purple dress there for $33 if I am not wrong. But well, I don't mind buying it too. Seriously, it's so hard to find such dresses that will suit me you know. :)

After buying those 2 items, I felt a pinch in my heart and decided not to spend any more money. :/ heee~

I had a great time with you today Cher. Remember to send me the pictures that we took yeah. =D Love ya!

2007-10-27T12:10:00.000+08:00

I am in a happy mood.

Last night mahjong session was great. But damn! I only won once. Rrrarrr.
*Luck wasn't with me* :(
Sorry SJ for leaving you alone for awhile at the start when you came. :/
Anyhoo, I had lots of fun with Cher too. Hee~ But we didn't camwhore.
aaaawwww.

To Cher:
Don't be ps that my mom send you home. She just doesn't want you to waste money taking a cab home. I know you feel bad that her leg is injured. But then and there, I can't say anything if she insists on it. :)
And YAY! I am meeting you later. Hahaha... I can't wait. We get to camwhore today yeah. Hahahaha! =D

Class wasn't all too bad yesterday. It was fun! But! There is this part where WanWan just had to let us watch a gruesome japanese show. Oh man! I swear a couple of us girls were like screaming at certain parts of the show. Freaky man!
Wan! Why do you have such gruesome shows in your comp. rrrarrr. hahaha. But all's fun when you watch with such funky classmates. :)))

Love them friends to bits.

2007-10-26T11:25:00.000+08:00

A song that tells how life goes.

100 years - five for fighting

I’m 15 years for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I’m just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

I’m 22 for a moment
And she feels better than ever
And we’re on fire
Making our way back from Mars

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15 there’s never a wish better than this
When you've only got a hundred years to live...

I’m 33 for a moment
still the man, but you see I’m a they
A kid on the way, babe
A family on my mind

I’m 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I’m heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I’m all right with you
15 there’s never a wish better than this
When you've only got a hundred years to live...

Halftime goes by
Suddenly you’re wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
the sun is getting high
We’re moving on...

I’m 99 for a moment
I’m dying for just another moment
And I’m just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you're on your way
Every day's a new day

15 there’s still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15 there’s never a wish better than this
When you've only got a hundred years to live

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I am currently in class having 'Cognitive' module. We are currently discussing about 'chances'.
I feel that chances will be given. Especially in relationship, you give the other party a chance. But chances to be taken will be decided on the person alone.

Ah well. Anyway, I can't wait for tonight. Mahjong session! Wheeee!~

...jump shot...

2007-10-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
Could never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine

[Repeat chorus twice]

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

[Repeat chorus]

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

Stumbled upon this song while watching 'Live The Dreams' sang by Victor. Come to think of it, I haven't heard this song in ages. I love the lyrics. :)

2007-10-24T19:21:00.000+08:00

Specially For Cher

Hey Cher darling,
I know how you are feeling now. But don't blame yourself for everything. Sometimes we say the wrong thing unintentionally, it's inevitable. It's not bad luck or anything, just that it just happened.
Don't worry too much love, everything's going to be alright. Bad incidents will always occur at any phase of our life, we can't avoid them. All you got to do, is to pray for all these to be over soon and look forward to much better days.

You know that I am always here, and I know that you are always there. So just remember that you are not alone. You still have some other close friends too, so all ain't that bad. Don't be pessimistic because of all these shit that's happening around you, try to look at things in the optimistic way so that you won't get all depressed. Alright?!?

Look at the brighter side of life, just like what I'm doing. I think about the people I still have around me to cheer me up everyday. Especially you and the wonderful classmates I have in school.
I am sure you have them too. So cheer up and press on. Alright?

Right now, let *** cool down first. Remember! If you talk to *** the next round, if you're scared, just remember to watch your words so that you won't say the wrong thing. And also, if you feel that you did or said something wrong to ***, just humble yourself and apologise. If need be to talk things out, remember to talk nicely and don't get heated up so easily.

I am just a minute away and my house door is always open if you need someone to talk to. Love you babe. :)))

With lots of love,
Jo :)

2007-10-22T15:37:00.000+08:00

Photos Time! - Saturday outing :))

look at this macik. hahaha!

the 3 of us :)

loves!

the vain macik. hahaha!

aawwww...

screams!!

There are a lot more photos. But I am too lazy to upload. And some, I look really ugly. LOL.
That's about it. :)

2007-10-22T00:47:00.000+08:00

Updates! =D

Saturday

Went to Sakura with Tata, Dada and I pulled Eliz along last minute cause Cher couldn't make it. Well, I had like loads of fun with them. Like omgosh! Crazy talks and lots of laughter over lunch. It was so cool! I always long for such gathering with friends, such like going out for lunch together at such places and like having lots of fun. Chitty chatties, laughing and laughing like the world's gone mad or something.
I love you girls. Seriously~ Muahs Muahs Muahs! =D

Sunday

Today was church day! Class was ok. Went for lunch with mom and Cher after that. We talk quite a bit over lunch. Haha. Then, Cher came over to my place because we needed to plan for next Sunday's lesson. Like gosh!~
While discussing, we kept digressing. LOL. We kept getting distracted by the orange bars at the bottom. LOL! If you know what that is~ Haha.
I'm speaking the obvious anyway. WTH right~ hhahahaa.

Disney channel showed 'High Musical 2' again. It was at 7.30pm, usual. Cher didn't watch before, so she stayed to watch. After the show, mom offered to bring us for dinner and then send Cher home. How nice!~ I love the companion and all the talks we had.

Well, friends come and go, but I am glad I found a new friend and a friend in her. I feel so glad that God gave me something even better. I'll make sure I will cherish this. Thanks Cher for being there. Thanks a million.

Much loves, Jo.
Muahs Muahs Muahs my honey babies. Hahahaha. =D

2007-10-19T19:10:00.000+08:00

Someday
When we are wiser
When the world's older
When we have learned
I pray
Someday we may yet live
To live and let live
Someday
Life will be fairer
Need will be rarer
And greed will not pay
God speed
This bright millennium
On its way
Let it come
Someday

Someday
Our fight will be won then
We'll stand in the sun then
That bright afternoon
'Till then
On days when the sun is gone
We'll hang on
If we wish upon the moon

There are some days dark and bitter
Seems we haven't got a prayer
But a prayer for something better
Is the one thing we all share

Someday
When we are wiser
When the whole world is older
When we have learned
I pray
Someday we may yet live
To live and let live
One day, someday
Someday
Life will be fairer
Need will be rarer
Greed will not pay
God speed
This bright millennium
Let it come
If we wish upon the moon
One day
Someday
Soon

One day
Someday
Soon

When two people have a totally different perception of how to love, then they will never be able to be together as a couple. Sometimes, it's better to give each other your blessings to lead their own life and find a partner that suits them.
To a certain extent, it is better to be on your own. But humans are not made to be alone.

Anyway, school wasn't all too bad today. We all brought our childhood photos as what Catherine told us to last week. It was so interesting to see how cute and adorable everyone looked when they were young. hahaha.
Yayeee! Tomorrow I am going Sakura with tata, dada and cher. (:
I can't wait.

2007-10-17T12:34:00.000+08:00

I am going to show my sincere appreciation to a few of my friends who have constantly been there for me.

To Cheryl:
Thanks love for constantly hearing me rant and giving me comfort whenever I needed it. I thank God for your presence. Let's hang out some time soon. :D

To tata:
TaaaaaaTaaaaa, thanks for all that funkiness during school hours. Thanks for lending a listening ear and cheering me up without fail. lovelove. :)

To JessJess:
Jeeesssssss... Loud haler! You rock my socks. Thanks for all the laughter and funkiness as well. For lending a listening ear too. lovelove. :)

Reminiscing on the past brings tears, but with these few people in my life, all doesn't seem so bad. I hope life will go back to normal soon.
So, today I'm having culture. We are talking about discrimination and stereotype. Somehow these two seem to overlap each other no matter the differences.

Well talking about discrimination, it is happening everywhere in the world today. And it includes racist, sexist, prejudice against religions and etc. I feel that if all these things are cut off, it will make the world a better place to live in. Don't you all think so? But we humans always contradict what we say with what we do.
We can discuss about the consequences of discriminating someone and having prejudice against them, but yet we are still doing it sub-consciously.
How degrading it is to an intellectually educated person yeah.

I guess all these will come to an end when judgement day dawns upon us.

2007-10-16T21:13:00.001+08:00

Kelly Clarkson - Anytime

Anytime you feel like you just can't hold on
Just hold on to my love and I'll help you be strong
But you're so afraid to lose
And baby I can't reach your heart
And I can't face this world that's keeping us apart

But now I can be the one to show you
Everything you missed before
Just hold on now
'Cause I can be the one to give you more
Let you know

Anytime you need love baby I'm on your side
Just let me be the one I can make it alright
Anytime you need love baby you're in my heart
I can make it alright

I look into your eyes, and I feel it coming through
And I can't help but want you more than I want to
So baby take all of your fears, and cast them all on me
'Cause all I ever wanted was just to make you see

That I could be the one to give you
All that you've been searching for
Just hold on to my love
And baby let me give you more
You know, anytime

Anytime you need love baby I'm on your side
Just let me be the one I can make it alright
Anytime you need love baby you're in my heart
I can make it alright

And now there's no way out
And I can't help the way I feel
'Cause baby you're the fire
And I'll be waiting right here
You know my love is real, baby

Anytime you need love baby I'm on your side, you know
Just let me be the one I can make it alright
Anytime you need love baby you're in my heart
I can make it alright

Anytime you need love baby I'm on your side
Just let me be the one I can make it alright
Anytime you need love baby you're in my heart
I can make it alright

:)

2007-10-15T10:39:00.000+08:00

Life has just been a roller coaster ride lately. So much things going on at one time. Situations are getting worst on its own. I don't know what else to think of, now at this moment.

I have quit the band for the time being. I'm wondering if I'll ever go back or if God has planned something even better for me. Right now, reconciling with people who are close to me is one of my major concerns.
Everyone is busy doing their own things, and it's just so hard to make time for each other. Everything's so messed up currently.

I dare not even think about my own relationship status. The right one has yet to arrive. I'm having so many crushes here and there. All that stupid infatuations.
It gives me a very bad headache. The feeling of treasuring someone's presence is nice. But after awhile, it's like an OMG and WTH feeling. If you get what I mean.
Ah well. Sucks.

Something seems missing in my life right now.
I think it's because my involvement in church activities has loosen up so much, ever since I quit band. My life seems so empty right now, like as if it has lost it's own sense of direction. I want to go back to my normal lifestyle. I guess I need to give it some time.

Going to school everyday makes me seem like a robot. Waking up at the same time, structure of school curriculum is the same everyday and every week. First meeting, break, second meeting, break, third meeting and go home. [Quoting from YaoYao]
It's the same everyday. Gosh~
What keeps me going, are the classmates that I have currently.

There will come a day that life will make a turn on its own again. For the better or for worst? I don't know. Not a clue at all.
Leaving everything into God's hands is all I can do. But when we say it, it just seems so easy. When you do it, everything seems the other way round. I guess this is pretty much how life works.
[Don't think so much.] is so much easier said than done as well.

Life yeah. like totally *whatever~ :/

2007-10-10T14:40:00.000+08:00

Entertain me. Muahs. (:

2007-09-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

Some of the photos that were taken today in class except the first 2. :))

class with Li-Lin

:)

fufu, tata and me =D

look at vanvan! hahaha.

sorry vanvan. but this is an awesome picture. thank me! haha.

wanwan and vanvan.

QiuYu. the cute girl in class. :)

Okay! My job's done.
This class bonds really fast. I'm amazed! Hee~ :))

Loved.

2007-09-27T14:39:00.000+08:00

Got this photo through presentation slide today. haha. (: It makes me happy!
Cute girl. :))

I am in class now. We are waiting for presentation to start. Boring! Today's module sucks. Gah~!

2007-09-26T21:36:00.000+08:00

So it was the "White Fashion Show" day! Hahaha. The class cam whored again. LOL! =D

These are the pictures that the class took. :)
PICTURES TIME!

:)

aawww...

FuFu and me

JessJess and me

DaDa and me

my crazy crazy new class =D

look at FuFu! hahahahaaa. :D

crazy boys. haha. look at wanwan and fufu! funny eh. ;)

the girls. swwweeeeett! :))

my sexies. lovelove.

this photo is damn funny. haha! =D

wanwan and me.

tamtam and me. :)

Hahaha. There are a lot more photos but I am not inside. Haha. I love this class.
Oh there are actually 2 more photos to be uploaded. The one that we took with Li-Lin.
:)) I will upload tomorrow or something. Hee~
LoveLove.

2007-09-26T08:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a very bad day.

During school hour, I suddenly had a headache. My head to shoulder were all stiff and heavy. So anyway, after school. I walked to the mrt station with yaoyao and ayum.
Guess what?!?

We went up to the platform and not long, I vomitted in front of everybody. I was trying so hard to control but I couldn't. Like OMG! It was a damn embarrassing moment for me, I SWEAR! So happen, the girl that yaoyao was talking to was my Assumption junior and she stays in yew tee too. What a coincidence!
A kind soul, she offered to take a cab home with me. Sweeeeeeeet. ((:

I went home, bathed and slept for hours until about 8pm and did my RJ.
I was feeling so hungry, but the moment I think about food or look at food, I will get this nauseous feeling. It was totally terrible.
So I was thinking of getting some food, hence went down to S11. I couldn't eat anything, so ended up taking 2 cups of hot barley.
And the aunty at the drink stall was really nice, she gave me a sour plum. I felt so much better after that, then I went to get a bowl of porridge.
But terrible~ I couldn't even finish it. I did eat it, but it looked as though I didn't eat anything, because the bowl was still so full to the brim.

After that, I went to see the doctor. He said that I may be having food poisoning. OH How GREAT! I had fever too. Like zomgoodness.
So I went home, took my medicine and BOOM!~^ I vomitted again. GAH~ I had to retake all my medicine.

Today I feel so much better, so here I am in school. :))

That's all about yesterday. The worst day for my school semester 2. Blah!~

2007-09-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

So today marks the second week of school. Today seems rather quiet. I think it's because fufu didn't come. So there wasn't any drama to see between yaya and fufu. But even so, it wasn't quiet quiet la. Just quiet with a few missing people.

Dada joined my group today. And oh man! With sasa and dada, woohoo~, it's crazy! I swear. Like totally~ But it's really fun having them around. Hee~

You are the hands that mould me.
Your hands touches my heart.
You hold my hand and guide me wherever I am.
Take me, and hold me tightly in Your arms Lord.
I love you.

2007-09-22T11:55:00.001+08:00

I am beginning to love this class. Hahaha.
We cam-whored yesterday! Hahahaha. Awesome. Next week we're going to have a fashion show. We are all going to wear WHITE! Okay it's so "pay and pay". But in our hearts, at least we know it's not for em'.

So here are some of the pictures I have. :)

my sexies. :))

loves.

WanWan, Atiqah, TamTam and Me

Hee~ Cam-whoring is starting in class. Friendster testimonials have been like sms messages. Hahahaha!
Fun! Fun! Fun! =D

Bliss :)

2007-09-21T14:24:00.000+08:00

You take away my sorrows and give me rest.
You took me away from this lonely place and gave love.
When I need You, You never fail to be there.
You are the most wonderful and beautiful person I have in my life.
Oh God, I love You.

2007-09-20T22:39:00.000+08:00

Class has been pretty good. Funky classmates!* :))

So it's coming to the end of the first week of school for semester 2.
Time flies really fast. SCary~

Anyway, dental appointment is this saturday. Omgosh... I am really scared!~
How?!? I am scared of pain. The previous time I went which was a few months ago, to clean my teeth, it hurt like crazy cause it was injuring my gum.
Now I've got wisdom teeth. Omgosh!*

I AM SCARED!!!!! AAAAHHH~

I am so not looking forward to the dental appointment. Soooo NOT!

2007-09-17T22:43:00.000+08:00

Mandy Moore - Only Hope

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

I heard this song in my friend's friendster profile and I found it really nice.

Anyway today was the start of semester 2. New environment, class and classmates. Classmates are all pretty alright and funky. So happen that one of them is from church too. Freaky small world. =))
But what irritates me the most is to be sick on the first day.
Bad flu leading to failure in voice projection = Not Good! = sucky day.
But I like the classroom because finally I have WINDOWS,
which means SUNLIGHT = Lively! =D

chums chums! :)

2007-09-12T23:23:00.000+08:00

I was watching 'Bleach ep 11' like HALF WAY. So I transfered position into my room. Plucked the charger, on the switch and I thought electricity was running through the wires to my comp. And YES! I stupidly took out the battery from my comp since I THOUGHT it was surviving on electricity.
Next thing. WOOOHOOO~~ BLACK OUT!
Like omg! Episode 11 is like half way through and it's still loading.
Now I've to wait for it to reload all over. WTH!
This sucks. Totally~

Life hasn't been all too good lately. I think I'm pms-ing. I'm like in an invisible depression mode. The way I look at everything all around me, it's as if everything is against me or something.

Yes I cried in the office today and I don't know why. Tears just stinged my eyes, and I felt all so sad and depressed all of a sudden. I don't know what I'm thinking at all.
I don't even know why I felt so squashed up inside me as if something is squeezing my mind and heart, like as if I am a "stress ball" or something.
And so... I sat there and I just kept crying.

ARGH! Wth. Totally sucks`~
The world's crashing on me. And everything seems to be going against me. Damn it.

I really think I am PMS-ing and moving straight down into depression mode. Gah~
WTH.
Life sucks for now.
I know it'll turn for the better.
For now, it sucks. And it's getting worst.

...she cried...

2007-09-12T01:39:00.000+08:00

Shopping with my Siblings 110906

Went to orchard today. Met up with Bryant and Deb. Some things happened. But whatever it's all over now. So anyway, went to wisma 'Cotton On' and Isetan while waiting for Tam.

So Tam came, and we went shopping and shopping and shopping. Headed to 'Cotton On' again and bimbo-ed.

After 'Cotton On', we went over to 'Top Shop' for more shopping and shopping and shopping. Bimbo-ed again.

All shopping was done. Then finally, we went to 'Food Republic' for our dinner and talked for awhile.
Not long, we left town, took a bus and went to Holland V. for....

Yes!! 'Cold Rock'. It was my first time there and the ice-cream taste so GOOD! Like Bravo. Brava! =D
I had mocha and boysenberry with gummy bears toppings. Totally awesome!
'Cold Rock' is just opposite Haagen-Daz. Go 'Cold Rock'!
Trust me the ice-cream is cheaper and nicer than Haagen-Daz.
See this...

Yeah! Delicious~~ Ha! Go 'Cold Rock' if you go to Holland V. =)

Anyway, the Hong Kong trip that my godsiblings, mom and me had planned has been changed to a Bintan trip. Yayee!!
Totally awesome~
BUT! I want a boyfriend, so he can go with me. *pouts* My two sisters' boyfriends are going and they're going to share a room each. And I have to share a room with mom.
Gah~ I feel so left out. :(

How to not think about all these stuff?!? It just sucks! Grrrr~ Someone suggested I go Zouk mambo night for the lame retro songs to get my mind off all these thoughts. If not go to a cafe and read a book. He says it'll help. AAAHHH~ Whatever!
This totally sucks big time. Damn!

Ah well. Life.
What to do? Just Life.

...so she rambles on and on...

2007-09-08T15:03:00.000+08:00

Thursday : sun, beach, sand and sea

Went with Sabbie to Sentosa for sun-tanning. It was totally cool. Try to imagine 2 girls lying on the beach eating a whole spring black pepper chicken, yogurt and a 1.5ml japanese green tea. Haha!
*Way Awesome!*
And apparently there's like so few people there, and none bothers to notice you. It basically just made things better! Hee~
Did some cam-whoring with Sab too with her wearing a yellow dress and a flower clip on her hair. It was fun!
Relaxation. Love it! :))

Last evening - night
So Psalm 91, young adults and Legion formed a choir for last evening's mass. Apparently the mic's volume was too soft. Oh man. So embarrassing and disappointing. Because we were all singing so loudly and till the end of mass, Fr Jivan commented that we were too soft. Like what the~~~ ;/
So anyway, overall we felt we did a good job. Haha. And yes we did!

Deb and I met up with J/G-erald much later. Headed down to esplanade's Harry's Bar to drink. The music there was great! :)
We went to al ameen for supper after. Haha... Had a piece of prata and some calamari(s).

So yesterday was not too bad afterall.

**Thursday just made life a whole lot better. Life rocks with that! :)

2007-09-06T02:05:00.000+08:00

And so again, I'm posting at such an untimely hour. Today was great. Or rather, yesterday was great. Hmmm.

Debbie came over my place and we cooked dinner for Bryant and Jun Xiong. Sabbie came over for awhile and left early after 2 rounds of mahjong. And so the 4 of us continued playing till 12++am. Then after which, we sang some songs and recorded them in Bryant's phone. Ah well...

So that's about it. The company was fun, the food was great and it made the day great. :))

To Leo in my tagboard.

WHOEVER THE FUCK ARE YOU, FUCK OFF and DIE and GET LOST!
USELESS BASTARD WITH A PEA BRAIN! Go find a prostitute, you bloody low class bitch. Go lick your ownself.
FUCK OFF!!!!

2007-09-05T13:21:00.000+08:00

A Few Jokes for Your Entertainment

OVERCROWDED CHURCH

The two thousand member Baptist church was filled to overflowing capacity one Sunday morning. The preacher was ready to start the sermon when two men, dressed in long black coats and black hats entered through the rear of the church.

One of the two men walked to the middle of the church while the other stayed at the back of the church. They both then reached under their coats and withdrew automatic weapons.

The one in the middle announced, "Everyone willing to take a bullet for Jesus stay in your seats!"

Naturally, the pews emptied, followed by the choir. The deacons ran out of the door, followed by the choir director and the assistant pastor.

After a few moments, there were about twenty people left sitting in the church. The preacher was holding steady in the pulpit.

The men put their weapons away and said, gently, to the preacher, "All right, pastor, the hypocrites are gone now. You may begin the service."

I'M GOING ICE FISHING!

A blonde who got a fishing rod for her birthday decided to go ice fishing to make good use of her gift. Early the next morning, she got all her gear together and headed out to the ice.

When she reached her final destination, she cut a large hole in the ice and dipped the rod in. Then suddenly she heard a voice that said: "There are no fish in there".

So she moves to another spot and cuts another hole, but then the same voice spoke again and told her there were no fish in there.

So she moves again, and the voice tells her there are no fish in there. So she looks up and sees an irritated man staring down at her.

"How do you know there are no fish there?" asks the blonde.

So the man cooly says "Well first of all, this is a hockey rink, and second of all, you're going to have to pay for those holes."

MIND TELLING ME THE TIME?

BLONDE: "Excuse me, what time is it right now?"

WOMAN: "It's 11:25PM."

BLONDE: (confused look on face) "You know, it's the weirdest thing, I've asked that question thirty times today, and every time someone gives me a different answer."

Hahaha that's all for today. Laugh all you can. More will be posted up soon. Hahaha..
So anyway I am in the office now and I am connected to the wireless for the longest time so far. Hee~

and so she rants...

2007-09-04T01:28:00.000+08:00

So here I am all bored and hungry. I am making something light to eat now. Gah~

I just got told off by sis' mom and I'm feeling all so guilty. With the inclusive of the roller coaster heart dropped ego. Gosh! Never mind, it'll soon be all over and everything's going to be alright in awhile. So yeah... :/

I guess I'm the only one left with the ability to late night activities now eh. Sigh this is getting boring. I don't know what am I becoming recently. But it seems like I'm not myself anymore to a major extent.
What are you becoming Joanne? Not a clue. :(

Life's pretty mundane now for me apart from the enjoyable moments in church. Mom's becoming more anal than usual. Maybe she's beginning her menopausing or something. Er I'm not so sure. :/

My network of friends is really really wide. It's big as compared to the many people out there whom I know. But apparently there's only a few closest to me. Ah well! All the busy people and what not, I'm just getting bored and tired of life all of a sudden. Although I know "Life is a gift".

And yes I have 2 wisdom tooth. Gosh I am so so afraid of going to the dental. Having to pluck them out and then surviving on pain killers for quite awhile. At the thought of having pliers forcing my tooth out, that's the freakiest thing that can ever happen. I hate visiting the dentist. It totally freaks me out, like the end of the world is just dawning upon me.
I am scared of pain, injection and anything that's related to hurting any part of my flesh and body.
No thanks!!! :(

Gah~ Ah well I am going to eat now. And sorry sis' mom. :(

Goodnight world. :)

2007-09-01T00:17:00.000+08:00

So it's the time to do a proper update!

That nonsensical woman has finally left my house for good. I'm so happy! :D
*Shucks~ I'm trying my best to sound as happy as I can, but I think I just failed terribly. Hahaha.. Seriously` it's time to heave a sigh of relief!* :))

Tuesday
Sab and I went for the MYOB course in the afternoon. After which, we went to town in the evening to meet Jessika, Aaron and Nick for dinner and movie. It was a fun day in total with all the sit-rotting and chatting to cam-whoring. Totally awesome~ :)

Wednesday
Wed was totally awesome and cool too. Sab and I met up with my twin, Deborah. We headed to town and bimbo-ed`. Dinner-ed at kobayashi, went shopping for foot-wear at 'charles and keith' and not to forget the obvious!, CAM-WHORING. :p
The day I bimbo-ed with my sisters. I love them!` :))

So these are just some photos for the particular days to sum up the day's event. :)
Actually there are a lot more photos... Haha!
For both Tues and Wed alone, there are about 100 over photos taken. Nyahahaha~ :D
That's about it.

and so she said...

2007-08-30T04:13:00.001+08:00

29.08.07 [The Day I Bimbo-ed.]

Anyway it's late. I am at Sab's house and I'm going to sleep now.
Nightey night! :)

2007-08-23T14:32:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of school and I am not there. Gah~ Don't ask me why.
It's the last day of semester 1. After the holiday, I am going to change class and facilitators. Oh man...
**Crosses my fingers**

Anyway! Tam & Jon, Sab & Nat, my parents and me, are all confirmed going to Hong Kong together end of the year. Oh man... The 2 pairs of couple except me, the odd one out. I am going to feel so so weird. Shit!
I want a perfect soul too!! So I can bring him along. :(

Blah~ I shouldn't wish nor want eh. Cause God will give him to me when the time comes. :)

That's all for today. :))
Jo

2007-08-16T00:49:00.000+08:00

OMFGoodness!!! I am like totally pissed off.
That woman doesn't even know the differences between broadband wireless and dial-up internet connection.

She thinks her f**king $300 rent in my house as a tenant includes a bed, build-in wardrobe and cupboards, desktop-computer usage, telephone usage, air-con, cooking in the kitchen and basic toiletries like detergent and toilet roll. F**king hell...
Now she has a laptop of her own, she wants to include house wireless connection as well.
OMFGoodness!
We are just asking for an increase of $50 to be able for you to use the wireless in the house, you complain that it is a lot to ask from you.
Somemore ask my mom to be your guarantor. If anything happens in the future, you think your $300 can solve everything is it.

[Woman! You go outside and rent a room, the least you pay is $450. It is without a bed and a fan, only the usage of electricity and water. No air-con or any others that is mentioned above! I think my mom is the nicest person you have ever met on earth. You came back to Singapore from Indo, my mom offered to drive to the airport to pick you up and come back to my house.
Eh! *People give you an inch, you want to take a mile.* What is this??

If you think the rent is high, then by all means go find other alternatives. You go and find out whether you will be able to find a place that offers everything that you have in this house at the same price we are charging you now or cheaper.
Fat hopes woman!
If you can, MOVE OUT of this house!!
Moreover you are studying "REAL ESTATE" for your DEGREE, go and ask your lecturers how much is the general ratings for renting a room in Singapore. Go ask before you talk to any of us. If you don't believe me or my mom, go ask them!

You dare to tell me that the $300 you are paying me is a lot is it?
Hello woman, wake up! You want to use broadband in the house? Fine!
Out of your $300, I take out $100 to pay for the broadband. The balance $200. You think it is enough to cover up electricity and water bills? How about the room rate with bed, air-con, build-in wardrobe and cupboards provided?
I haven't calculated the printer ink cartridge that you have been using you know. So far, you have use the printer more than my mom or me.
Firstly, ever since the printer was purchased, I haven't even printed anything out for myself. My mom print only a little.
Eh that time you print and photocopy all your results and testimonials for the application of Universities, I can count how much you have printed ok. Don't come and act innocent, telling me you only print one or two pages and you don't know why the ink is finishing so fast.
I haven't calculate all these in okay!!!
NOW YOU DARE TELL ME THAT THE $300 RENT IS A LOT?!!

Woman welcome to the real world man.
You tell me the money in your bank is just enough to support you for your 4 years of education here. In the first place, you should know that Singapore's living standard is very high. Staying here for 5 years in the hostels, don't tell me you don't know or learn anything about Singapore. Don't give me this kind of shit!
Since you are telling me your family got financial problem, then from the very beginning, don't study in Singapore!
Finish your Secondary and Junior College, fly back to Indo; don't study University in Singapore since you are complaining so much about monetary issues.

Eh you got a lot of things in your mind that needs to be settled is it? Not only you okay! Everyone in Singapore is facing the same thing, so don't come and give me this kind of shitty excuses. If it is so hard for you, the easiest thing to do now is WHACK YOUR BUTT, PACK YOUR STUFF AND FLY BACK TO YOUR COUNTRY.

One more thing, don't ever assume anything about me. Know me, what kind of a person am I before you say anything and putting words into my mouth. You think I will add pepper and salt into the things you tell me is it? Eh whatever you tell me ah, I report exactly what you told me to my mom. I'm not the kind of person who would add pepper and salt to make the situation worst okay.
Bloody biatch!

One more thing! Don't even dare try to put words into my mom's mouth as well. About buying the laptop, it was you who has the intention to get a laptop already. What do you mean by, my mom was the one who ask you to buy a laptop so that she will be happier. When and which second, minute or hour did that ever come out of my mom's mouth? You tell me now!
YOU WERE THE ONE WHO WAS ASKING MY MOM FOR ADVICES ABOUT BUYING A LAPTOP! You wanted to buy a laptop, and my mom was the one to ask you not to buy first at that time. She told you to wait for your school to have the exhibition that offers special rates for students.
Eh you really know how to twist your stories around yeah? Don't push our limits too far.

Don't step over me or I'll make sure you get out of my house within an hour. I don't care if you have no place to sleep for the next few nights till you have found another place to rent and stay. Seriously woman, don't push your luck too far.
Don't TRY!

You even dare to tell me that the one whole month when you were in France, the $300 can be used to deduct for your desire to use the wireless in the house. Eh what do you think this is man? You go stay in a hotel for one week. You tell me if you can don't pay for that week if you didn't sleep in the hotel for that entire week.
Woman don't be so naive okay.

Seriously! Go and check out the real world out there before you come and talk to me or my mom to request or make a deal. I got nothing to say to you anymore.
I don't believe you can be so DUMB and NAIVE until like that.
F**K YOU MAN!
There won't be a next time if it ever happens again. There will be NO MERCY the next time round. Out you go means out you go! No bargaining... This is not a pasa malam or something. Don't come and cry for mercy by then.
We all know you are unhappy now. Eh you have no right to show your attitudes and anger now okay. No Rights!

Sorry people for this depressing and angry post.

Signing off.
Jo

2007-08-11T23:22:00.000+08:00

These few days have been a hazard for me. I don't know why.
Punishment from God so as to warn me about something?? I really wonder...

Currently watching "The Ring" on channel 5. Pretty scary... But yeah, I watched it before though. :P

Tomorrow's Sunday. How time flies... Freaky.
My Love life? Not even there yet.
This current phase of life? Not so good.
I hate being alone now. I just don't understand this feeling.
When you are in a relationship, sometimes you just want to get out of it and be alone by yourself to enjoy single-hood. But when you're in single-hood, you long to be in a relationship, out searching and looking for Mr. or Ms Right.
I just don't get it.

Why? I never understood.
Anyway I am going to attend school everyday for the next two weeks. Yeah.

Gonna go off now. :))

2007-08-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

Read:
Quietly and slowly read the following meditation. Everyone longs to give himself or herself completely to someone, to have a deep and committed soul relationship with another. We want to be loved thoroughly and unconditionally.
But God says:

Wait until you are satisfied, fulfilled, and content with being loved by ME alone, with giving yourself totally, unreservedly to ME alone.

I love you, my childe. But until you discover that only in ME is your satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with another as you desire to be until you are united with ME, exclusive of anyone or anything else, exclusive of any other desires and belongings.

I want you to stop planning and stop wishing, and allow ME to give you the most thrilling plan that exists - one that you can't imagine. I want you to have the very best. Please allow ME to bring to you.

Just keep your eyes on ME, expecting the greatest things. Keep experiencing that satisfaction knowing that I AM. Keep learning and listening to the things I tell you. You must be patient.

Don't be anxious.
Don't worry.
Don't look around at the things others have.
Don't look at the things you think you want.
Just keep looking at ME, or you will miss what I want to give you.

And then, when you are ready, I will surprise you with a love far more wonderful than you could ever dream. You see, until you are ready, and until the one I have for you is ready... until you are both satisfied exclusively with ME and the life I have prepared for you, you won't be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relation with ME... and this is perfect love.

Pray:
Take a few minutes to reflect silently on what God is saying to you in your heart.

Respond:
Use your journal to respond to this amazing love that God has for you. If it helps you, read through the meditation again (written from God's point of view) and respond to each of the sections.

Assignment
Ask 10 people the following question:
"What is the meaning of life?"
Record the answers and come back and give a verbal summary.

Basically the meditation was what strike me the most. And I hope it does to you too. Well when I read this, I just felt that it was God who was talking to me. It is just a message I needed so badly from Him, and it came.
God works in many ways and He is just so amazing. :)

God Bless
Jo :))

2007-08-06T10:25:00.000+08:00

I don't know what I'm becoming. Seriously!

Moreover so much things had happened in the past week.

The convo that Tam, Deb and me had with that no-common-sense woman was totally horrid! It boiled my blood to the extreme and I nearly flipped the whole dining table upside down right in front of her. Irritating.
She'd nearly brought disaster to my family if hadn't I not found out about her asking my mom to sign as guarantor for her stupid S$40,000 bank loan without telling my mom the actual amount she borrowed.
She a bloody 20 years old, INDONESIAN SCHOLAR, who studied in SA can tell me straight in the face that she doesn't know what a guarantor is.
She don't even know how a guarantor and bank works. WTFH! And she doesn't even know what a "psychic" is. WTH!
All the bank loan and basic courtesy while staying in somebody else's house as a TENANT... IRRITATING!
~I really can't wait for her to move out!~ Seriously! Before my house goes down the drain.

YES! I am a christian and I should forgive and accept her. BUT bringing disaster to my family and house is not what I can tolerate. Yes I should continue to let her stay and give her a F**King chance to stay on.
BUT I have lost TRUST in her, I can't do it! argh...
Praying to be patient and not be angry at her, yes I do. When I pray I am fine, but when I see it, it starts all over again. Anger and Rage!
AAAAHHHH~ It's driving me crazy...

Yeah... Ever since that convo, there are a few changes.
Even so, there is still one thing I can't stand about, it is when I talk to her and she gives me the "are you sure what you say is TRUE?" look.
To that point, I can't be bothered to talk to her anymore. Like totally~

I shall end all that randomness and anger now.

Anyway I went to visit Mark at the Traders Hotel with the company of Tam, Sab, Nat Kor Kor, Victoria, Kai Er and Condrey. Grace was supposed to come but didn't in the end. Well we stayed over except Nat, Kai Er and Victoria. We went to orchard towers at 3am and saw tonnes of pros and homos. I got totally traumatised and soon we got out of there; and walked back to the hotel. We went home in the early Thursday morning after which sleeping for about only 2 hours. Yeah... It was fun.
I didn't go to school on that Thursday because I caught a bad flu and sore throat. Went to the doc for consultation was given a 2 days MC.

Weekend was pretty ok, except that session yesterday was rather disappointing. But Keenan's talk on the theology was marvellous. I thank Keenan for that enriching talk.
I didn't attend Terence's BBQ party last night, as I was too tired. Moreover I foresee that it was going to end late considering that I got school today.
So yeah... A thousand apologies to Terence. :)

Oh ya! The notes that Keenan gave to us yesterday, there was this page that striked Tam and me. It slapped me in the face at least. I will post about what it says soon.

***
God I have understood what you have been trying to tell me, and I will obey your words. I love you.
Jo :))

2007-07-30T12:50:00.000+08:00

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Social Nerd You're interested in things such as politics, psychology, child care, and peace. I wouldn't go so far as to call you a hippie, but some of you may be tree-huggers. You're the type of people who are interested in bettering the world. You're possible the least nerdy of them all; unless you participate in other activies that paled your nerdiness compared to your involvement in social activities. Whatever the case, we could still use more of you around. ^_^
Musician
Drama Nerd
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Literature Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
Anime Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quizzes for MySpace

Just bored! *yawns*
:))

2007-07-29T21:35:00.000+08:00

Praise and Worship on Triduum Day was ultimate Awesomeness!! Thanks to the big man up there.. :))

So yesterday was Saturday. I headed down to church during late afternoon, ended up not attending mass. But I bought the concert ticket for the music fiesta for Deb and me, which was a last minute thing. Hahaha.. The concert was awesome awesome awesome!! Saint Francis of Assisi choir was marvellous, so was the 9 year old boy who could play the guitar really really well. Like OMGOSH!~ We all felt inferior after hearing him on the guitar. Like totally~~ OMGOSH! AAAHHH.....
So yea... Hmmm *Ahem* yeah!
Anyhoo, Deb and I saw Jeremy T. after the concert ended and hence headed to face-to-face for a drink along with him and Paul as well. The 4 of us. :)
I went to stay with twin after that, because I got to be in church at like 7.30am this morning, so does she.. Utter Madness! Yeah... [Tell Me About It!]

So what happened at her place? Let me see... Craziness, Laughter and more Laughter, our very own homemade comedies and feasting, right at the lastest hour with dark hazy skies. Hahahaa.. *Things that sisters do in the night* Yeah.. You don't wanna know!!!
~Joanne rolls her eyes badly~

*Ahem* yeah as I was saying... ???

So today was the Parish Feast Day. As mentioned above, Deb and I were in church at 7.30am looking all goggy and zombified, due to our sleeping time at 2am and the waking up at 7am. Hence causing me to say this now: "I must admit that today is indeed a very tiring day".

Joanne's going off. Bye! :))) God Bless all of you... :D

2007-07-24T10:30:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: Bored, Normal, A little Happy and Sad

I'm in class now. Sigh I can't wait for the weekends to come. Each time it comes, it passes so fast. Gosh that's irritating!

Anyhoo, skated with Tam last night, after which Tam came over and Sab too. We had our girls' talk and all, the usual. :) Sab just came back yesterday after being in Malaysia for 1 week.
Sab's working today, first day for my dad. :D

Deb looked so moody on Sunday, gosh I miss her smile. Blah~ Sister cheer up aiight? Moreover YES your boy is back, all the more to smile. Hahaha...

Recap
Sunday's lesson was unsatisfactory for me. Overall the lesson was great! But I screwed up on my part. It was so embarrassing. Oh man.. Don't wanna know. :x

Tridiuum Day is dawning. It is in 2 days time. Haha! I am not nervous during practices but I think I might be on the day itself. Gosh worms are eating up my stomach while I am thinking of it now! Oh man... AAAHHHH~
Seriously dare not think of it but leave it in God's hands. :/

You are always on my mind. I'm sending you my kisses through the wind.
I miss you!
Jo

2007-07-19T14:07:00.000+08:00

Deb twin came over last night and she stayed over. Currently she's still in my house doing her project which is due tomorrow afternoon. That poor girl.. :/ Yea.. Hahahaha.. XD Tam came over last night too for a short while but with the addition of her baked apple crumble that she made it herself for us. Haha! I feel the love.. :))

School isn't very good today. UT was hard! Omgosh.. Blah~ And I am going to work later. WTH! Boring and mundane life for this part.
But it isn't when my twin, sab and tam are here with me. :D

I'm falling for you...
Do you feel the wind sending my misses to you?

Loves,
Jo :)

2007-07-18T12:48:00.000+08:00

I am not going to be nice anymore.

Oh man you are making a fool of yourself by not knowing how to spell properly... Nevermind you don't have to prove to me you can as well. It's useless. I doubt you know what a dictionary is as well.

Oh ho and hey little boy, I am in NO interest, I mean NO interest to let you touch any part of me. And YEAH, I mean NO INTEREST to do so! If you want to lick a [p u s s y] so BADLY, go to a red-light district to do it. You don't know what a red-light district is, I will put it in simpler terms for you.

Little boy read properly yea.
"IT IS A PROSTITUTE AREA".
If you don't know what prostitute is, I can break it down into simpler terms for you again.
"IT IS SOMEONE WHOM YOU WOULD LOVE TO SLEEP AROUND WITH in those houses along small alleys!"

BUT! I doubt they want you either because you are just a young kid who isn't old enough to earn his own money yet to pay them.
Let alone affording Hotel 81, a place slightly more classy than those houses along small alleys to hook up girls.

Seriously GET A LIFE! Go to mommy and ask her to put you to sleep. Hahaha.. Little boy still needs his mommy. Oh poor thing. I bet she doesn't allow you to drink alcohol too. Orh poor thing!

[[Hey Deb twin, I bet he is a little kid who still sits on the little pot to do his business, after which needing his mommy to come and clean it up for him. Hahaha... It's just hilarious and interesting to see somebody like him humiliating himself.]]
Hahahaa..

F U C K OFF young boy! Don't ever come back again or I will bet you'd suffer.

2007-07-17T00:06:00.000+08:00

I just don't see why these people exist? But what can I say? They are still God's creation and I am in no position to judge them.

I don't know why you are doing this. I guess probably because you are an idiot with no brains, leaving your IP address in so many people's blog. You know how many people are going to go against you? You know what? Make sure you don't regret what you are doing right now, or you'll just get laughed at for your stupidity.

And yea, I guess your ego is so SMALL that you don't even dare to put your real name in our tagboard. Are you just as bored as a hippopotamus swimming in the water at the zoo? I wonder...

But then again, to tell you here and now that I forgive you for what you have done. You can insult me all you want, but only God can judge not me. Then again, I will pray for you. I guess you just have nothing better to do right now, and I hope you will have light and wisdom in your life.
May the good Lord bless you and I will just help you pray for forgiveness.

Jo :)

2007-07-16T10:33:00.000+08:00

Last Friday was nothing but FUN! After band practice, Deb(my twin) came to find me and we took a bus to bukit timah 'al ameen' for prata feast. Hahaha.. And that was like 12am in the morning. After which, I psycho-ed and begged her to come over. And we decided to go into 7-11 to buy like 4 bottles of alcohol. [Hootch, Jim Beam, and 2 vodkas] Hahaa* Yea.. She stayed till 3+am and went home.

On Saturday, I went to church with Tam for her RCIY. Then we went for dinner and all, not forgeting getting busted by the queen for something which spoiled the whole outing with Tam. Anyway, Tam came over and stayed till about 1am? Ya around there and she went home.
:)

So yesterday was Sunday, and it was kind of an interesting day. Sec 3 class was great. And as usual, band session at 3 but it started at 4. Crap! But hey, the session was turned into a rehearsal for the 'Tridium Day'.
Anyhoo, I prayed for my vocals, and yea I'm satisfied with my singing yesterday for the first time. Hahaha.. So it was a happy happy day! XD
~Anyhoo, received a message from Noel to go for dinner together.~
And so he said he's going to meet Tam first. Anyway yea, Deb and me went to meet Tam and Noel at BB mrt station.
We headed down to Citylink Mall 'New York' for dinner and went to Harry's Bar after. But! I got busted over the phone again for a trival matter. CRAP!

And so the night was spoiled again, lost my mood and drank quite a bit before going home. Tam came over as usual, but everything was alright.

Now I am at home, slacking and yes I'm not in school today. Actually I am not slacking! I got tonnes of things to do. I have to do the ppt slides for this Sunday's lesson and a lot of other things. So yea I am not slacking! RRaRR~

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"Between Two Worlds" - Billy Zane and Judy Kahn
Two hopeful hearts
two lands apart
Together there's no end
to what our dream can start

Like two eagles
soar as one upon the river of the wind
with the promise of forever
We will take the past
and learn how to begin

And we'll build a bridge of love
between two worlds

With every kiss, we'll promise this
we'll find a way to light the dawn of
all we wish

Across the stream of stars
will reach an island in the sky
with the moon to guide our way
I know that we can find a home for you and I
and we'll build a bridge of love
between two worlds

Miles and miles away

Though the journey takes us far
our love has found a place to stay

If we believe
If we believe

There is no sea
There is no sea

That's wide enough to keep us
from our destiny

Like the snows of every winter melt and
blossom into spring
As the seasons pass we'll live as one
No matter what the years ahead may bring

No night is long enough
To end this light that shines on us

We have built a bridge of love
between two worlds

Yes, we have built a bridge of love
between two worlds

So I've finally updated! And yes woman.. I'm done updating! So don't bug me. =P

Loves,
Jo :)))

2007-07-11T16:48:00.000+08:00

Tuesday night 10/07/07

So yea last night was hell lot of fun. Nathanael drove to sab's place, hahaha.

Yesterday morning, I went for a morning jog with Sabby my sister. Sab jogged for 2 hours while I jogged for 1. After which, both of us ended up at Limbang Macs for breakfast and a big gulp of drink(Milo).
After jogging, headed down to Sab's place to slack, then much later I went home to bathe and went back to Sab's place again. When I went back, Nathanael was already there. HAHAHAHA...

Not long, Deb(my Twin) came over to Sab's place, and Tam(Sab's Twin) called after awhile. And the moment Tam called; Sab, Deb and me went "OH NO! It's going to be a party tonight with the 4 sisters united." Not forgeting to include Nathanael Kor Kor (Sab's bf), in turn my bro-in-law. HAHAHA...

It's the first time, the 4 sisters are united together in such gathering. :D
Just totally AWESOME!

Guess what, Nathanael drove with 3 girls in his car and went to pick Tam(Sab's Twin) at Mediacorp. *Tam the ultimate PRINCESS!* Hahahaha..
Apparently, Tam boarded the car and that's where all the FUN began!! Hahaha.. Sorry bro-in-law for making you suffer while you drive. Hahaha..

I tell you it was hell in the car. We 4 girls practically went cranky; doing all the funny things. From talking and singing like chipmunks to laughing and all that stuff. Seriously, AWESOME!
Anyway, after picking Tam up, we headed to Changi Village for dinner. The table was spread with nasi lemak, sambal stingray, satay, oyster omelette and not forgeting sugar cane. Dinner was filled with love all around, it was all great.

Just one word to describe.
AWESOME!!

So after dinner, Nathanael drove us back to Sab's house. And yes we drove from one end of the island to the other. Poor Nat that he had to drive to Sab's place, to Changi, back to Sab's place and back to his house all the way at Pasir Ris.
Like totally ----> OMGOSH!
So sorry Nat.. :P But we know you'd enjoyed the company. Right? Right? Hahaha..

When we reached back at Sab's place; Deb, Tam and me started playing a live band of hillsongs. It was so cool.. :))
We were there till 12am and Deb(my twin) decided to stay over my place.

And yea she bragged about me in her blog, telling the whole world I kicked her early in the morning at 4am, that woke her up immediately. Hahahaha... Sorry dearest okay??!! Lol..
Anyhoo, we finally got up at about 6.45 I think. Left the house at about approximately 7.15 and headed to Macs for breakfast. Breakie was totally cool and awesome with all the chats and laughter. Yes I hope everything's going to be all good. At least I hope. :)

To Deb: Your good feeling is pushing my hopes higher. Oh no! But don't worry I know what to do now anyway. So yeap, pray for me! :))

So yea that's basically about yesterday till this morning. Hahahaha..
I LOVE YOU 3 Girls. Of course not excluding Nathanael Kor Kor, my bro-in-law luh. Haha! *Laughs out Loud!*
My sisters are totally AWESOME. Love them loads! All the love, I feel the love man. Hahahaha.. =D

JoanneMaGdalene :)))

2007-07-10T16:57:00.000+08:00

Hillsongs - Reaching For You

C G/B
I can·t believe the way
Gm7/Bb F/A
Your love has got a hold on me
C G/B Dm7 F2
Each morning I wake to find You near
C G/B
Your lift me above my fears
Gm7/Bb F/A C
And set my feet on solid ground
G/B Dm7 F
All of my days belong to You

PRE-CHORUS:
F#m7 C#m7
And I breathe in Your
D Esus4 C#/F F#m7
Breathe of life that fills my heart
Dm6/F A/E B7/D# D D/E
You are my all consuming fire

CHORUS:
E A2
And I stand here before You
F#m9 F#m7 F#m9 F#m7
In wide-opended wonder
Bm7 Esus4 E A Bm7
Amazed at the Glory of You
E A2
The power of heaven
F#m9 F#m7 F#m9 F#m7 Bm7
Revealing Your purpose in me
Esus4 E D2
As I'm reaching for You

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This is a wonderful song. Well you can find the MV on youtube; and trust me it is a beautiful song. This song is a form of higher praise. And yes the guitar chords are there, so for those who knows how to play the guitar, good for you.

Enjoy the lyrics and the song if you bother to go youtube and find it. :)

Loves,
Jo :D

2007-07-08T01:26:00.000+08:00

RECAPS!!!

[ Friday ]
I went to school 1 hour late because I was sick and I vomited in the morning due to a very bad headache. After which headed down to school just in time for the 1st breakout. During the 2nd breakout, I went home because I wasn't feeling all too good.

Then I met up with Sabby and headed down to town. We shopped at FarEast and went to NYDC to eat. We were supposed to meet Titus (Sab's MVDOULOS friend) to treat him dinner at NYDC because it was his birthday. But ended up, he came late and he had to meet his friends at Cityhall. Hell with it, changed plans and we followed Titus all the way to Cityhall BK.
Then we headed down to Esplanade to watch the local bands with his friends and all. It was all great joy and fun!! No doubts..
Much later, Titus and his friends went home. Whereas Sab and me ended up at Harry's Bar drinking for a short while before leaving. Hahaha.. :))

So much about a Friday.

[ Saturday ] - It was an awesome day!
I woke up early in the morning and went to church by 10am for the briefing by Keenan, for the day's activities planned schedule and all. The lessons in the classroom for the morning was pretty mundane. But as the time ticks by the seconds, things got livelier and better; till it was time to head off to S'pore Expo, everything was great!

Seriously man, the Archdiocesan Youth Day 07 at S'pore Expo was AWESOME! :D It was great joy to see all youths from different parishes coming together united as one church to praise and worship God. It was a wonderful experience overall.
It is also the first time that my students of Group 4 and me went totally berserk with all sorts of jokes, craziness, madness and laughter together. I was really happy and I enjoyed myself a lot then and there. They even bullied me with my height and about how much taller they are than me; even when we were taking our group photo.
Like oh man! But everything was totally AWESOME!

So yea, basically 2 AWESOME days have passed and gone.

And I just want to shout this out loud.

I LOVE GOD!!!
I love him so much. He's my everything. He is a BEAUTIFUL LORD and a WONDERFUL SAVIOUR! I Love Him! I Love Him! I Love Him! =D

Jo :)
It was an awesome awesome DAY!

2007-07-05T23:46:00.000+08:00

I pon school again today. Hahaha. I never pon today's module before that's why. Hee~

Anyhoo, Sab & Nat came over to my place just now. We showed Nat lots of stuff such like, videos, pictures and all. Lol.. He's a lot to learn about my sista-er! Hahaha..
And yes I've got to go to school tomorrow.. :( Lazy lazy lazy.. I don't have a choice. Blah~

And ya I think I'm falling for someone, but then again I'm not sure what's going to happen. I shall play the waiting game again yea.. :)

So I've got something to post here. Enjoy..
Click on it!

Loves,
Jo :D

2007-07-04T15:35:00.000+08:00

Sabby is finally back!

Now the 2 pairs of fraternal twins are finally united together.

Sab & Tam
Jo & Deb
:))
*awesome*

Computing & Mathematical module is such a killer. So gonna die for it. Argh* It's practically almost all A Maths except for the microsoft visual basic.
Damn! It's so tough.. Got to buck up man.
Thank the good Lord, next year's maths is elective so I can choose not to study that. Hahaha.. :p

Anyhoo, I'm going to work after school. Gosh! So tiring.. But hey, Sab is coming over tonight! So what's with all the tiredness man? Hahahaha... :D

I think I have fallen for you..
Jo :)

2007-07-03T11:29:00.000+08:00

YAY!! Sabby is coming home today! OMGOSH.. I CAN'T WAIT! :D

I'm going to the airport tonight, yayhoo!
Sab, Sab, Sab.
Tam, Tam, Tam.
Jo, Jo, Jo.
3 of us all again! *Swwweeeeeeet* :))

I didn't go to school for 2 days now. Why? Because I am sick, that's why! I miss school.. And damn, I miss today's Computing & Mathematical UT! Crap Shit.
RRRaarrrr ahhhh* I'm beginning to worry now.
Oh joy! :/

Back to life again, yay man! I was reminiscing on my younger days. Guess what?! I started taking pictures of the photos during my younger days. Hahahah... And yes I uploaded them in my friendster.
Nyahahaha.. The feel of joy touches my heart when I see those photos. And I'd just go: "Hey! That's me!"
Hahaha..

Sunday night after the youth townhall gathering, Daniel, me, Cassandra and Maxime when to Eski's Bar to drink. Ha! I had 2 cups of snowball and 2 cups of champagne. Oh man.. Right after, when to play pool with Dan and Max, whereas Cas went home. Anyhoo, hanging out with them that night was nothing but Great Fun!
Although, excluding the heels that caused me so much pain while walking, but it is all worth it.
:)))

Take my hand, walk with me & show me the way

2007-06-30T00:51:00.000+08:00

'A Salvation Prayer' from the cd lyrics booklet

This prayer is that you would discover the Author of Love... Jesus Christ. His life and death represent the greatest gift of love the world will ever see... a gift for you. All you need to do is accept it... a brand new start to a life lived in a relationship with God.

Meeting God is as simple as prayer... asking Jesus to meet you right where you are. If you are not sure that you know God, and that you are going to Heaven, then make this prayer today...

Dear Lord Jesus,
I need you... I need Your grace to forgive me and I need Your love to change me. Thank You for Your amazing love... thank You for giving me life and eternity. But above all, thank You for dying on the cross for me. Now I'm a Christian, which means You live in me... I belong to You. I will live my life for You and I will love You forever...
Amen.

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That is a very sweet prayer you can make before you go to bed or when you wake up in the morning. Just thank the Lord for giving you, yet another wonderful day on Earth.
Appreciate whatever you have, live each day like it's your last day. That way you will learn to cherish each day and thank Him for it. :)

On a next note, I would like to flash this song lyrics here and right here for you all. If you can read it aloud and mean it with all your heart, it is going to be very beautiful; especially the "chorus" part. Enjoy!
:))

Lyrics - Dwelling Places (Hillsongs)

Lovely are Your dwelling places
Thirsty I come after You
Jesus my joy, my reward
Your love's restoring my soul
Now I'm Yours and You are mine
And from my heart a song will rise

I Love You, I Love You, I Love You
And my heart will follow wholly after You

Jesus there is none beside You
Righteous ruler of the earth
Nations will come and bow down
Name over all names
I sing You praises
And all that I can say to You is
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That's all darlings. Have a wonderful day, morning, afternoon and night.

LoveLove,
Jo :)))

2007-06-26T20:28:00.000+08:00

Hey so I'm back! The catechist conference which started last friday and lasted over the weekend was nothing but GREAT! I have learnt a lot of new things about being a catechist. Brother Colin Wee, Edwina and Keenan's talk were very good and very beneficial to me. Brother Colin and Edwina were real great and interesting talkers.
I enjoyed myself a lot.
Not to mention the great company I had when I was there. (Mom, Anne, Germaine, Shermaine, Jeremy, Eugene, Kelly, Regina and etc...)
Kudos to catechist conference! :))

So these two days of school was ok. Nothing much.
Skated with Jess and Eliz last night. I still can't land my axel, basically because no one was there to guide me. Although Jess could guide me, but she was busy working on her double loop. Hahaha*

Oh and I've chopped my hair. I've got short hair now! Nyahahaha~

Here are some pictures that we took last night! And hey it's the last time you are seeing me with my long hair in these pictures..
I love you girls! :D

Me and my SKATES

OH YEAH! Skating

So that's about it!

Toodles.
Jo :)))

2007-06-22T16:31:00.001+08:00

Today marks the day of the catechist conference. I'm currently in school and I'm leaving soon.

I'm currently deciding whether to take the train or a cab down to YWCA. Gosh! I'm too lazy to take the train there and having to walk all the way to YWCA. I guess I'll take the cab. Should I? Well no point persuading me, cause it still dies down to my own decision right?! Hahahahaaa..
Ok so I know I'm being totally RANDOM here!

And hell with it, I do not even know if there is going to be wireless internet connection there. So if you can't find me, just message me on my hand-phone!! ;P

To Eliz & Ting: the emails and extra applicants just send it to me irregardless if I can connect to the internet and what not. I'll open them when I am back.
Cheers to ISC of RP. :)))

Alleluia! I finished my school work, so I don't have to worry about the wireless connection to do my work tonight. :D
To everybody, I'll see you guys on Sunday alright?! I should be home latest by evening. So bye everybody! Hahahhaaaa...

Much Loves,
Magdalene Joanne :))))

2007-06-19T15:02:00.000+08:00

Aslyn - That's When I Love You

When you have to look away
When you don’t have much to say
That’s when I love you
I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That’s when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget I’m waiting in the rain
Baby I love you,
I love you anyway

(chorus)
Here’s my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
That’s when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That’s when I love you,
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
That’s when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That’s when I love you
I love you, more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway

(chorus)

That’s when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That’s when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what
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I pon school today straight after UT ended. I had to meet up with Eliz and ST to settle the IG stuff and all. Man.. This feels so good! Hahahaa.. Currently, I'm still with them. All the mails that we have to send out and all, just so much work to do. Gosh!

Anyhoo.. YA! I tasted my twin sister's cookies. And oh man! They taste so great. The love in the cookies are just indescribable.
All the love in the world. :)))

Right now, my tummy's grumbling.. I need food! Yeah Food! Oh gosh..
My battery's low, I got to run...
See you guys! :D

Joanne :)

2007-06-17T00:48:00.000+08:00

Class chalet was fun. I drank a lot of beer and a cup of mixture of Absolute Vodka Peach with green tea; but not as much as Si Pei though. That girl is one hell of a drinker! Cans after cans, sips after sips.. :/ Cai quans with Loyld somemore..
*Good Grieve!*
There were leftovers after the BBQ; and I must say that was a whole lot of food including the class' cake bought by Pat.
Anyhoo.. Overall it was fun! :))

Played mahjong with Tam and mom today. It seems like that is going to be our weekend's job. It's addictive... ;P
Church tomorrow and yes I'm still not sleeping..

School starts on Monday, and freakin' UT's on Tuesday morning! Damn..
How I wished holidays were longer... :'(

Jo,
much Loves :)))

2007-06-13T00:01:00.000+08:00

Lyrics - Beautiful [Wayne Brady feat. Jimmy Brickman]

From the Moment I saw you,
from the moment I looked into your eyes
there was something about you
I knew I knew
that you were once in a life time
A treasure near impossible to find
and I know how lucky I am to have you

Chorus:
Cause I've seen the rainbows that can take your breath away
the beauty of the setting sun that ends a perfect day
and when it comes to shooting stars, I've seen a few
but I've never seen anything...as beautiful as you

Holding you in my arms
no one else has fit so perfectly
I could dance forever with you, with you
and at the stroke of midnight
please forgive me if I can't let go
cause I never dreamed I'd find a Cinderella of my own

Chorus:
Cause I've seen the rainbows that can take your
breath away
the beauty of the setting sun that ends a perfect day
and when it comes to shooting stars, I've seen a few
but I've never seen anything...as beautiful as you

Chorus repeat:
Cause I've seen the rainbows that can take your
breath away
the beauty of the setting sun that ends a perfect day
and when it comes to shooting stars, I've seen a few
but I've never seen anything...
Oh Oh, Oh no, I've never seen anything...as beautiful
as you

from the moment I saw you,
from the moment I looked into your eyes...
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Lovely song.. I found it on youtube while in the midst of watching 'whose line is it anyway. Hahahahaa.. I watched a few episodes of 'whose line is it anyway' and it was so hilarious. I literally laughed my ass off. HAHAHAHAAAA!~

It's the class chalet tomorrow. Ah well.. So tiring! :/ I hope and pray that I'm going to enjoy myself there.

Jo was here :))
LoveLove.

2007-06-11T23:35:00.000+08:00

Things ain't going any smoothly the past few days.
I guess it's all alright now. I supposed we've managed to understand each other now to a large extent; and I hope it remains this way.

I'm sorry.. And I have no choice but to admit that 'Life's a bitch but yet beautiful'. I always treasure those that I love and I'll never want them to leave my life just like that. So you're important to me as you are, don't have to doubt about it cause I mean what I say here and now.
I'd preferably wish that you're reading this dearest. :)
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And yes! I skated with Tam, Vin and Jess today.. Tried axel and I was that close to landing it. Damn! Ah well.. I'm going to work at it till I land it. :) And I'm glad that Tam's improving.. :D That's the greatest fulfillment for me for now. Hee~

Gotta work tomorrow.. And Wednesday's my class chalet. Oh my! Schedule's packed these 2 weeks.. Chalet's until Friday. And next Friday I've got a catechists' conference until Sunday. Man I'm going to be so busy...
**[School starts next Monday]** hurhur~ Crappy..

I wished my holidays were longer.. :( Anyhoo I'm going off.

Jo :)))

2007-06-08T02:51:00.000+08:00

When I lay and think, in my bed at night,
the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight.
I toss and I turn, dreaming of you,
opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true.
It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll,
weeping quietly... my pillow I hold.

Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love.
God touched my soul from heaven above
He's answered my prayers for my bride to be.
I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me.
That's a question I asked each and every night.

He must think your special, Joy, and I know he's right.
No other has made me feel so complete,
my whole life was lived, just so we could meet.
All these thoughts and more going through my head.
I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead
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When I Need You - Leo Sayer

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so want to give you
It's only a heart beat away

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

Miles and miles of empty space in between us
A telephone can't take the place of your smile
But you know I wont be traveling for ever
It's cold out, but hold out and do like I do

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so want to give you babe
It's only a heartbeat away

It's not easy when the road is your driver
Honey, that's a heavy load that we bear
But you know I won't be traveling a lifetime
It's cold out but hold out and do like I do
Oh I need you

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so want to give you
It's only a heart beat away
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So much to say..
Jess, Me & Tam Sis!! :D

Hahahaaa! Toilet.. Yes I know! There's nothing wrong with that by the way.. ;P

Jo.
LoveLove :)))

2007-06-07T01:02:00.000+08:00

It's so heartbreaking to see these things going on right in front of me.
Crap shit.. It hurts a millionaire! I swear.. I just feel like crying.
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Only Love - Trademark

2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last good-bye

Jo :))

2007-06-05T11:51:00.000+08:00

You Took My Heart Away - Michael Learns To Rock

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream but you
saw me through

Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
you take my hand to guide me home and now
I'm in love

Chorus: You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life

Living in a world so cold
you are there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start and now
I'm in love

Chorus:
You took...

Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow
Here were we stand
we'll never be alone
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I'm finally back skating. I competed in this year's 7th Interschool Competition. I did team compulsory freestyle 5 with a group of friends. We came in FIRST! But that's because we didn't have any competitors. Rrarr~

I mcee-d for the competition again, just like last year. So cool.. Tam was pulled in last minute to help out at the competition too. HAhahaaa.. Interesting! :P

I can't wait for my angel sister, Sab to come home. Can't wait. I hope she chooses a weekend to come back instead of a weekday. :/
Love you sis, must come back soon alright??!!! I can't wait.. I'm looking forward. :)

Jess was back last friday!! I skated with her and Tammy last night! So fun!!! Hahahahaaa.. Love you girls man!

Alright till then. :)
Jo.

2007-05-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

I Offer My Life - Hillsong

All that I am,
All that I have,
I lay them down before You, oh Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaim
The joy and the pain, I’m making them Yours.

Lord, I offer my life to You,
Everything I’ve been through, use it for Your glory.
Lord, I offer my days to You,
Lifting my praise to You, as a pleasing sacrifice
Lord, I offer You my life.

Things in the past, things yet unseen,
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true.
All of my hopes, all of my plans,
My heart and my hands are lifted to You.
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Insanely Fun Times
Sis stayed over at my place last night, and we cooked Western for our lunch and dinner today. *Laughs*
All the fun times, I wonder how long it'll last.

Joyous Occasion
YAY! Ika's coming back this Friday.. YAYEEE!! I can't wait.. Oh man! Hahaha.. =D

Skating :)
This coming Saturday is the Interschool Competition. I'm really looking forward to it. :))
YES! I can finally do proper backspins! *3 Cheers for myself*

I received a call from Condrey last night; he mentioning that Diana is looking for me. They're asking me to be the Mcee for this year's Interschool just like last year. So cool... But it's kinda leveling up my ego in becoming a Mcee for this kind of subjective events. I feel so honoured~ *Laughs*
Alright alright. I'll stop here. Hahahhaaaa. :)))

Love
The one I long for has gone and past, the new one has yet to come and stay. I wonder who it'll be but I'm leaving it into God's hands. For He'll take care of this for me; his plans have been made and I just need to abide them. Nothing will definitely go wrong no matter how tough every obstacles may seem to me.
"By His grace, we can do all things."

P.S I Love You!
Joanne Magdalene :))

2007-05-26T23:52:00.000+08:00

Glenn Medieros
Nothing's Gonna Change my Love for You
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If I had to live my life without you near me
the days would all be empty
the nights would seem so long
with you I see forever oh so clearly
I tried to be in love before
but it never felt this strong
our dreams are young and we both know
they'll take us where we want to go
hold me now touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by now how much I love you
one thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by know how much I love you
the world may change my whole life too
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
our love will lead the way for us
like the guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
you don't need to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
so come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
hold me now touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by now how much I love you
one thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by know how much I love you
the world may change my whole life too
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

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God lead me; tell me what to do next, because I do not want to take the wrong move that would cause misunderstandings. Help me Lord.

2007-05-24T23:48:00.000+08:00

I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friend, I'm more than O.K.
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it's not all they say
Still I believe (I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

I've often wondered if love's an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't criticize it
I have no hesitation
My imagination just stole me away
(Still...) Still I believe
(I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

Love's for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
Yeah I'm only human
And nights grow colder
With no-one to love me that way
Yeah I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) And i won't wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
You'll reach for me and I'll know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world
(Don't wanna wake up alone anymore...)

[fade out]

God will give when the time is right. Just have to be patient. :)) Man.. Heck with it Joanne..

2007-05-24T18:45:00.000+08:00

Found something interesting while in the midst of doing my research for RJ.
HAHA! You are going to laugh...

YES YES! Laugh till you got abs. :D =D

[A Child and A Father]
Child: Want other one spoon, Daddy.
Father: You mean, you want the other spoon.
Child: Yes, I want other one spoon, please, Daddy.
Father: Can you say "the other spoon"?
Child: Other... one... spoon.
Father: Say "other".
Child: Other.
Father: "Spoon."
Child: Spoon.
Father: "Other... spoon."
Child: Other... spoon. Now give me other one spoon.

[An Adult and A Child]
Another anecdote: my wife liked to tease a young boy who was having trouble understanding the reciprocal nature of personal pronouns:

Adult: Is this your ball?
Child (trying to say it's his): Yes, it's your ball!
Adult: So, it's my ball?
Child: No! (cries)

HAHAHAA!! ...

Damn it man! I got problem doing today's RJ. I don't know what kind of situation to give. Bloody Hell! And I can't bloody hell find anything from the resources. Damn it!
AaaaAHH!! Cries~~

2007-05-22T12:27:00.000+08:00

Recently, you've not been talking.
What happened? Why?
Is there something that caused you to feel unhappy?
I heard that recently you've been very lonely.
A little confused and panicky.
But I can never be by your side.

The things that you want, I can't give it all to you.
What I can give is not what you want.
We are not compatible and we do not want to admit defeat.
Many a times, we hugged each other and we almost cried.

You tried to explain that all these are just the beginning.
But I feel that everything has ended long time ago.
I don't feel like doing it again; and I don't want to feel pain anymore.
There will be a better route of romance down the road.

And the next time we will be more fortunate..

2007-05-20T22:06:00.001+08:00

'Loveliest Moments'

Parish Youth Camp was fun fun and FUN! Although I didn't join in the playing of activities, I still enjoyed myself. Especially Praise & Worship sessions and jamming with my Psalm 91 dudes. It's way cool.. Plus the campfire! I met this cute little 2 year old boy. He gave me 3 hugs and a kiss on my cheek. I swear! He's totally CUTE. My handsome boy man. Love him! Haha..

P.S: It's okay Germaine! Hahaha. I know he gave you more than me. Hahaha..
AND YAAaaa.. Hello People! I AM NOT A PEDOPHILE. :)

Ha! I had an eye-candy when I was there. I shall (SSSSHHHH). Now I have 2 eye-candies. Hahahahaaa.. Anyhoo.. Yay it was totally cool. Totally~~ Nyahahahaaa!
[They're just eye-candies.. Nothing more!] :D

Oh ya! I feel like joining INNOTREK! I get to do camps like this one. It's waayy cool..
Abseiling, flying fox, river crossing, archery, catapult & rock climbing; etc etc!! It's so fun! Kayaking/Canoeing as well man. Too bad we didn't get to kayak/canoe during the camp because there isn't enough time. Moreover it is the 'Serimbun Scouts Camp' campsite, not the 'MOE Adventure Camp' campsite.

If it is the MOE Campsite, probably there will be higher chances of getting to kayak/canoe. Ah well.. And ya I was saying: I WANT TO JOIN INNOTREK!
Should I join FIT or INNOTREK? Aye.. Actually it doesn't matter as long as I get to be a trainer at such camps. It's totally cool.. I swear! Nyahahahaaa...

P.S: I'd probably get to see my eye-candy there too if I join. Hahahha.. Just kidding! LOL :)))

A Prayer
Dear Heavenly Father, please help me to be patient and adopt strong perseverance. Help me to learn more about You because I want to know You much more than what I do now.
And Lord, always remind all of us that, by Your loving grace, we can do all things. We know that You are always beside us, guiding us and leading us.
But... Sometimes we just tend to forget or be ignorant about You being there for us, because we are all so in tuned to our daily lives.
We are always so stressed, frustrated, delighted/happy or upset at whatever situation we are in, that we always tend to forget that you are always right beside us.
So Lord, I pray that You will constantly help to remind us about Your presence that is always everywhere around us.
I love You Lord. You know that. You can see through me, I can't lie under Your eyes. Because You made me, Lord. You know me best. Not anyone else, but You alone Lord.

I pray that there'll be peace in the world. And that the poor and rejected will be touched by Your loving grace Lord. May they be provided with the most basic human needs in their lives, so that they may receive happiness in Thy name.
I also pray for those that are always constantly trying to pull themselves further and further away from You. And that You may one day touch and fill their hearts, with full of Your peace and love.

Lord, I have so much things to pray for but it is too long to be typed in here.
But Lord, You do know all my needs and wants, so I'll just lift them all up into Your hands of tender care and guidance. I really love you Lord, I really really do.
AMEN. :)

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I want to run into someone's warm embrace, where I can feel secure; to love and be loved; and to be able to walk hand in hand down this whole tranquil beauty of God-centered life. Kudos~
I Love You! AMEN.

2007-05-14T22:46:00.000+08:00

Ultimate hay-wireness

I want to stay away from you. I want to stay away from that dark lonely place where sadness just fills in.
I can't be near you because it hurts whenever I see the scenario that saddens me.
But..
You just mean so much to me that I can't bear to do so. Why must this happen? The closest and I've got to stay away; but I chose not to.
ALL THE LIES LIES LIES!

Love? I think I lost it all within me.
Hope? Maybe there still is inside me.
But.. I've given up on the most treasured because there is nothing left for me to hold on to. It is completely gone.

It's going to be a long time.
You mean the world.
Like there's nothing else.
You flew away like a butterfly.
So beautifully yet so cunningly.
It hurts.

It's all okay. :)

2007-05-14T18:22:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I just wonder why do things change so drastically.
I miss those times where I could just do things freely without any restrictions. Right now there is just a close door between, and it hurts me so deeply.

You are like a million needles in my heart and mind; and I am just slowly taking them out one by one.
Yea you know how that feels. I guess. Or you don't?
I simply don't care though.

The special has gone away.
Take my heart before leaving.
That unsightful scene between the both,
Whenever I am around.
It hurts so much that I do not feel I exist.
Just go.
Just go.
All's alright, all's okay.
I'll be fine.
I'll be fine.
Oh yeah...

joanne

2007-05-09T11:00:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since I posted an entry. Now I'M BACK! ;)

School life has been pretty much interesting. I Love It. :)
My class is going to be dispersed once 2nd semester dawns upon us. Gosh.. This is so heart-breaking.

Anyway I'm having class now. So adios.. Will be BACK! :)))

2007-04-30T18:21:00.000+08:00

This Post Is Dedicated To Patrick! (PaPa of W14N) ((:

Pat & The CAKE!

Pat, The CLASS & The CAKE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAT!! Hahahaha... Thanks for being shocked at the cake we bought. ((:
We wanted that reaction. You know that! Hahahahaa..

Happy Birthday To You.
Happy Birthday To You.
Happy Birthday To PATRICK.
Happy Birthday To You! :D

2007-04-24T13:10:00.000+08:00

Lyrics - 'Barney's Theme Song'

Barney is a dinosaur from our imagination
And when he's tall
he's what we call a dinosaur sensation
Barney's friends are big and small
they come from lots of places
after school they meet to play
and sing with happy faces
Barney shows us lots of things
Like how to play pretend
ABC's, and 123's
And how to be a friend
Barney comes to play with us
Whenever we may need him
Barney can be your friend too
If you just make-believe him!

Just wanted to be kiddy for a moment. :))

2007-04-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

I Love My Class!! Love Love Love.. You guys make the best class in my entire life.
You guys totally ROCK! Just love you all. :)))
Cheerios!
Here Are Your Photos. :D

Left - Right: Me, Poh Yee, Cindy, Clara and Si Pei

The Girls [Lorraine is missing!]
Left - Right: Clara, Jia Qi, Shou Fang, Me, Si Pei, Cindi and Poh Yee

Si Pei

Samantha(Jia Qi) and Me

Ju, Leonard, Ali, Poh Yee and Me

Ju, Clara, Cindi and Me

Clara and Me

Ah bear and Leonard

Holden(ah bear) and Clara

Dearest,
Jo :)))

2007-04-22T22:42:00.000+08:00

"greatest love of all"

School last week was GREAT GREAT GREAT!!
Guess what?!!? I got 2 As, one B and one C. I left with one more module which the result is not out yet. Anyway I'm super HAPPY! =D =D
I Love W14N!! My classmates ROCK!

Oh and Tammy's finally back in my life. OooYea! Hahahahaha..

Well I'm totally enjoying my poly life now. Hahahahaaa. I'm finally able to say, "I Love To Go To School" and "I Love My Classmates". :)))

I Love my orientation group SHL 10. It was damn fun! You guys rock my socks! Love you guys. And special thanks to Darcy and William for making those 2 days of campus orientation so FUN! And to all my team-mates. :))

The high peaks of life. Love it. Love it. Love it. :D

2007-04-11T23:06:00.000+08:00

I want to go back on the ice again. I want to let my legs move care-freely on ice. Spin a camel-sit, a sit, a lay-back, a back spin, and a camel.
Master a flying-camel.
Master an axel.
Jump a flip, a loop, a lutz, a salchow, a waltz jump, a toe-loop and a combination jump.
Learn a double-salchow, a double loop and a double toe-loop.
Footwork.
Competition.

When is the next Nationals will I compete in?
When will I get to freestyle 7 or 8?

DAMN! I MISS SKATING! AAAHHH!!

I don't have the means to continue to skate. That's the problem.
DAMN IT!
Latest News: Zhang Mo's given birth and she's back in China this time round.
AAAHH! I'm breaking down.
I miss the ice. I miss skating. I miss everything.
I want to learn and go far. That's my dream.

[I've wasted 1/4 of my life skating but not improving and making it far to where I'm supposed to be right now.] DAMN IT!!!

I still have my skating boots with me.
I just want to go back on the ice and master whatever I'm supposed to years ago.

2007-04-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

Bryan Adams - 'Now and Forever'
Whenever I'm weary
From the battles that rage in my head
You make sense of madness
When my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seem to understand
Now and forever I will be your man

Sometimes I just hold you
Too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune
That heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you each and every way I can
Now and forever I will be your man

Now I can rest my worries and always be sure
That I won't be alone anymore
And if only I'd known you were there all the time
All this time

Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand
Now and forever I will be your man

Now and forever I will be your man

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I finally got my new pair of spectacles. :)))

I got to be in school at 8.30am tomorrow. Gosh.. I got to sleep early tonight.
Ah well...

Oh I bought 3 new tops from Fila yesterday. It costs me $10 each. And I bought a pair of shorts from Mango which costs me $55. Including my new specs as well.
Gosh! That's why I said I spent a lot. Haha. :/

Got to go. :))

2007-04-10T03:34:00.000+08:00

Carpenters - 'Close To You'
Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Just like me (Just like me)
They long to be
Close to you.

Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Hahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Lahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.

Boyzone - 'Everyday I Love You'
I don't know...but I believe...
That some things are meant to be.
And that you'll make a better me.
Everyday..."I Love You"

I never thought that dreams came true.
But you showed me that they do.
You know that I learn somethng new.
Everyday..."I Love You"

'Cause I believe...that destiny...
Is out of our control...
(Don't you know that I do.)
And you'll never live until you love...
With all your heart and soul.

It's a touch when I feel bad.
It's a smile when I get mad.
All the little things I am
Everyday..."I Love You"

Everyday..."I Love You more"
Everyday..."I Love You"

'Cause I believe...that destiny...
Is out of our control...
(Don't you know that I do.)
And you'll never live until you love...
With all your heart and soul.

If I asked..."Would you say yes?"
Together we're the very best.
I know that I am truly blessed.
Everyday..."I Love You!"

And I'll give you my best.
Everyday..."I Love You!"

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Two nice songs I heard today. :))

I went out with Vinna the whole day yesterday. We shopped a lot and I finally got a new pair of spectacles for myself. Later in the afternoon, I'm going down to school to configure my laptop and down to lucky plaza in the evening to collect my specs.

Whoohoo.. Orientation is this Wednesday until Friday. School starts next Monday.
How time flies. Oh man!

I bought a few nice tops for school. I spent quite a lot. Gosh! Ah well..

Turning off the lights soon. :D

2007-04-09T00:52:00.000+08:00

"lost it"

Yoohoo! 'Parish Easter Dinner & Dance' was POWER man. The hosts, Bernard and Jerry can sing fabulously well. Like OMGosh! And Bernard is one hell of an entertainer. Not to describe further, I'll just comment with 7 words: "The evening was FUN! I enjoyed myself."

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I am like the zillion bullets in your heart.
'Internally unrecovered' are the words you'll never start.
You'd never changed, it's just what you are,
just like a ready made, baked cheesed ham.
You said I'll never leave,
but I made you heave a sigh of relief.
Tears of water running down so long,
just as the song goes on and on.

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Didn't mean to.
Never intend to.
It's just what I should do.
It'll never stop if I don't.
But you're forever with me.

:)))

2007-04-08T02:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY EASTER!!

This post is specially dedicated to AERIN aka JIA QI!!
This whole post is for YOU! =D

CONGRATULATIONS AERIN!!!

AAEERIN!!! Oh my God! HHOORRAYY!! FINALLY. YAY! Haha.
Congratulations on your BAPTISM!!!!!
Somebody must be smiling!, grinning!, laughing! and Maybe crying?!! now.
AERIN ah.. I'm so so happy for you! Oh my goodness. Can't describe the joy in me any further right now. Oh oh.. And I hope you like what I bought for you. =D

AND.... >>>>>> Here are the pictures I've taken of you. Hope you like it.
(P.S Sorry if it's blurry because I wasn't able to go near and it's hp taken.)
They are in order. :))

So AERIN! YAY! Hahahaha.. Honoured?!?! :D
Love you Aerin.. Congratulations once again. Many *huggs* to you from me. =D
We all love you.. (All sexays from Psalm 91 + Em especially and Keenan!)
*Muahs*
*huggs*

2007-04-04T01:17:00.000+08:00

"Happy Happy Day"

YAY! Sis finally gets to stay. Followed sis all the way to TP just to sit in for her meeting just now. Thank God I brought my laptop or else I'll definitely be damn bored sitting there, having nothing to do. We were supposed to head down to Borders after her meeting ends. Apparently her meeting ended late and we didn't go. Instead, we plan to go tomorrow morning. And I'm going to follow her to TP again in the afternoon for her meeting. After her meeting, we have to head down to church in the evening for Psalm 91 practice. Ah well.. Busy day tomorrow. :))

Right now, sis and me are in Vinna's room. The 3 of us. Fun! Sis is doing her camp admin stuff and she's not going to sleep at all tonight. Crazy girl. Hahaha. And she's stressing up and getting angry with the camp stuff. Lots of problems. Poor sis.

On a final note, I would like to tell everyone again, please watch 'Freedom Writers'! :D

2007-04-03T14:56:00.000+08:00

Freedom Writers

The Freedom Writers Diary is the amazing true story of strength, courage, and achievement in the face of adversity. In the fall of 1994, in Room 203 at Woodrow Wilson High School in Long Beach, California, an idealistic teacher named Erin Gruwell faced her first group of students, dubbed by the administration as "unteachable, at-risk" teenagers. The class was a diverse mix of African-American, Latino, Cambodian, Vietnamese, and Caucasian students, many of whom had grown up in rough neighborhoods in Long Beach. In the first few weeks of class, the students made it clear that they were not interested in what their teacher had to say, and made bets about how long she would last in their classroom.

Then a pivotal moment changed their lives forever. When a racial caricature of one of the African-American students circulated the classroom, Erin Gruwell angrily intercepted the drawing and compared it to the Nazi caricatures of Jews during the Holocaust. To her amazement, the students responded with puzzled looks. Erin Gruwell was appalled to discover that many of her students had never heard of the Holocaust. When she asked how many in her class had been shot at, however, almost all of them raised their hands, and began lifting their shirts to show their scars. This initiated a battle-scar show-and-tell that left Erin Gruwell shocked and inspired to take advantage of the powerful energy she had sparked.

By fostering an educational philosophy that valued and promoted diversity, she transformed her students' lives. She encouraged them to rethink rigid beliefs about themselves and others, to reconsider daily decisions, and to rechart their futures. With Erin's steadfast support, her students shattered stereotypes to become critical thinkers, aspiring college students, and citizens for change. They even dubbed themselves the "Freedom Writers" - in homage to the Civil Rights activists the "Freedom Riders" - and published a book.

From the moment they named themselves the "Freedom Writers," the students of Room 203 changed from a group of apathetic, frustrated students to a closely knit, motivated family. The Freedom Writers have continued their mission to teach tolerance and share their story of success.

Erin Gruwell and the Freedom Writers started a foundation to positively impact communities by decreasing high school drop out rates through the replication and enhancement of the Freedom Writers Method. The Freedom Writers Foundation uses innovative teaching methods to train teachers, in addition to providing scholarships for deserving students. Using the Freedom Writers Method, the Foundation actively addresses the problem with proven results in communities across the country.

This movie is being highly recommended by me. The movie which is filmed based on true life stories just sends a message across to teenagers and anybody of this era. The message that tells us how we should have 'strength' and 'courage' regardless of how tough life is for us. And that carrying 'Hope' and 'Faith' with us all the time, is the main message sent across to everyone.
Thus, "Freedom Writers" is strongly encouraged to watch.

2007-04-02T00:03:00.000+08:00

I'm not sure of who I am
I was once solid, and now you're the bullet in my brain
The bullet that reminds me not to ask you to come to my productions.

Just leave me alone. I don't want a 'WE' to care because it feels like pitying. I don't want any pity/care. Just URGH!!! stay away from caring/pitying as it makes me feel WORST! GAWD.. Don't hesitate, just GO ahead. Hesitating just makes things worst for me not you guys. Don't do this to me!
Just leave me alone, stay away and GO AHEAD! Just don't care about me and go ahead, our sistership will be just fine that way. Man.. I HATE THIS SHIT! It's ripping my soul apart to feel as if it is pitying (caring in actual fact rather).

I'm not giving in or whatsoever. It's just about being happy. I'm not going to be happy, so just go ahead and everything is just right. Right at what's to be done and where everything is in place.
Just DON'T freaking CARE about me for crying out loud. I know you all care about how I feel whatsoever, but care 1% is good enough. Save that 99% and leave me alone. I'd rather None! And I'll definitely be just FINE!

When you say 'you two' CARE; inside me, it is like squeezing all the juice from a sugar cane until there isn't any juice left but yet still continue squeezing. Pain. And it is TORTURING to hear that 'YOU TWO' CARE! NO!! Just don't mention anything about 'YOU TWO' CARE! By doing that, it makes no difference from me; having an abrasion and you putting medicine onto the wound, making me go through the torturing pain, to the extent that I just want to rip my body apart or jump down from a building.
So just leave alone and be happy.

Just leave me alone and I'll be just fine. Everything will just be as per normal.
Thank you very much! :)

2007-04-01T01:11:00.000+08:00

This is the internal struggle we've had. And how we wished, and always will wish, there was an alternative way to work around the problems we faced.

By Claire - 'Angel's Wings'
Angel's Wings are beautiful things,
like so many butterflies.
I want to fly free.

Angel's feet so soft and sweet,
Like the clouds they walk on.
I want to walk free.

Angel's hands are the golden bands,
which keeps the loved ones united.
I want to be free.

Take me back,
to where I belong.
Take me back to where I came from.
I want to be free.

Take my hand,
And walk with me.
Please help me,
I want to be free.
I want to go back to heaven.

Lost in the beauty of tranquility, just to feel the peace within. Water falls and it will never end; listening to it is the best of all. Richness of that taste you can hardly get; send it off as quickly as you can.

Do you understand well enough? Transparent or translucent? None but opaque. Is this transient?
Sometimes I wonder. :))

2007-03-28T09:38:00.000+08:00

The song 'Stand by me', sang by Timo and Pumba is really hilarious. Haha.

Well, I've been recapping on the various incidents that happened for the past weeks. And seriously, there were numerous ups and downs. It has come to a point where I'm feeling totally zonked. I really need the strength to continue this journey, or else I'll collapse.

Right now, the heaviest burden that I've been carrying with me has been taken away. I'm on clouds nine now. I guess I've never felt this way before. Perhaps it's time for me to take on this high carefree spirit for the short time being. :))

I was once told only in dreams
Do dreams come true.
But I'm to tell, here and now,
Your dreams are up to you.
Like "The Rose",
we may pass through life
"Not Understood".
And maybe we won't
make all the friends we should.
But always treasure what you have
and in the mirror what you see,
Then strive to get all you can
and be all that you may be.
On the rocky roads of life,
you must be strong to fall apart.
But, I tell you from my soul to keep
Faith, Hope, and Heart.

by Nicci Pagan