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Monday, July 24, 2006

"When There Was Me And You"
It's funny when you find yourself,
Looking from the outside.
I'm standing here but,
all I want Is to be over there.
Why did I let myself believe,
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care.



I thought you were my fairytale.
A dream when I'm not sleeping.
A wish upon a star, That's coming true.
But everybody else could tell,
That I confused my feelings with the truth,
When there was me and you.



I swore I knew the melody,
That I heard you singing.
And when you smiled,
You made me feel Like
I could sing along.
But then you went,
and changed the words,
Now my heart is empty.
I'm only left with
used-to-be's,
Once upon a song.




Now I know your not a fairytale,
And dreams were meant for sleeping.
And wishes on a star,
Just don't come true.
Cause now even I can tell,
That I confused my
feelings with the truth.
Cause I liked the view,
When there was me and you.



I can't believe that,
I could be so blind.
It's like you were floating,
While I was falling,
And I didn't mind.



Cause I liked the view.
Thought you felt it too,
When there was me and you.

*Joan* was here at 4:41:00 PM

Friday, July 14, 2006
last sunday (9th July 06')
"just some pictures for updates... "
me... >.<
just simply love my coach.. =)
mark with the ah mengs! lmao.. mark - service counter??

well today was boring.. studying now though! ok I know I'm blogging.. but well I'm studying as well.. so stress about Os you know. I just need God's help right now to keep my confidence level there and be sure that I'll pass Os and go to poly. Rrarr.. I'm just so nervous and scared about this whole O level thing.. sigh..
damn got a make up test for Napfa tomorrow. Argh I don't wish to go but I have to because I escaped the first Napfa test in May. If I don't go tomorrow, I'll be taken in for disciplinary action. Sigh.. darn it.. so much work to do as well. so darn stress..
All I wish now is just to pass my O levels.. That's all. Nothing else to wish for.. This is my top priority for wishes now.. sobs..
gotta go study now people.. blog another day..
toodles..
P.S
...JoanMagie...

*Joan* was here at 12:28:00 AM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006
I Cannot Forget
Comparing others to mine. They're much worse than I am. So do not have self-pity.


Do I want to remember, the creation of hell?
Cries of the wounded, begging for life.
Faces of mothers carved with pain.
Hiding Children, dripping with fear.
No I don't want to remember, but how can I forget?




Comparing to mine...
Do I want to remember, the creation of hell?
Seeing close ones leave my side.
Cries of the disheartened, begging to pass examinations.
Faces of mothers carved with disappointment
Living in dreams, dripping with fear to face reality.
No I don't want to remember, but how can I forget?




Do I want to remember, my fearful return?
Families vanished in the midst of the day.
The mass grave steaming with vapor of blood.
Mothers searching for children in vain.
The pain of the ghetto, cuts like a knife.
No I don't want to remember, but how can I forget?



Comparing to mine...
Do I want to remember, my fearful return?
The person I loved the most vanished in the midst of the day.
My eyes cried out buckets of tears.
I'm searching for THE ONE in vain.
The pain of getting hurt, cuts like a knife.
No I don't want to remember, but how can I forget?




About me...
Do I want to remember this world upside down?
Where the departed are blessed with an instant death.
While the living condemned to a short wretched life.
And a long tortuous journey into unnamed place,
Converting living souls, into ashes and gas.
No. I don't want to remember this world upside down.




Life is full of ups and downs. Mainly in friendships, relationships, work place and family problems. But we can't avoid all these. Isn't it? We have to face it no matter what the consequences are. There's so many things going on in my mind right now that I don't wish to think about but I still kept thinking. Yea easy to say "Go concentrate on what I have to do(studies) and forget about the rest!" It's easier said than done. Yea "You must try!" Try?! Do you know how hard it is. Argh so confused and stress! Darn it. School problems never seems to stop, it just keeps on occurring! >.<




So many things to do and yet so little time. Studies and handling problems! Darn.. It's just 2 things and they are already so hard to handle. But what's compared to those I mentioned at the beginning of my entry. Sigh.. I don't know! You are so darn useless you know that. So fragile, small little things also don't know how to handle. Next time got bigger problems, HOW?! Sigh...




You're asking me how?! How would I know? I'll have to learn, isn't it?! Sigh... Well gotta go off now. Toodles..



P.S
...JoanMagie...







*Joan* was here at 4:49:00 PM