Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Bryan Adams - Please Forgive Me

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still holding on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's
the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I
wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

[Chorus]
So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me

This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you

Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember
the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do
[Chorus]

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...
[Chorus: Please forgive me....]

WanWan was playing this song in class today. The song's so nice man, love it. :)

*Joan* was here at 7:05:00 PM

Monday, October 29, 2007

I am thinking of you. Do you know who you are? Oh man. Someone kill me please.

Tata Young - I think of you
When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do

[Chorus]

And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

[Chorus]

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

Just shoot me dead, someone please. Give me a chance. Will you do that? :(

*Joan* was here at 12:13:00 PM

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Photos time! Oh man I didn't take any photos with cher. She took pictures of me though. =D

That's all with the photos. (:
Church was okay today. Thank God class was all smooth, which was good. =D

The hols is coming soon. After this coming week, it'll be my 1 week of school holiday. Awesome man. I can't wait! :)))

*Joan* was here at 4:45:00 PM

Saturday, October 27, 2007

I just came back from orchard not long. hahaha. So anyway, I was with Cher at orchard just now. We had lunch at 'Pepper Lunch' and then we headed to far east to do some shopping.
Before that, I saw the CD shop and they were playing very nice songs from a cd. Out of curiousity, we went to check out what cd they were playing. Oh man! I swear the songs were nice and I ended up buying it for $36.90. I seriously don't mind buying it.

So after buying the cd, we headed to far east to shop around. Then we went into hula&co. and guess what?! I bought a purple dress there for $33 if I am not wrong. But well, I don't mind buying it too. Seriously, it's so hard to find such dresses that will suit me you know. :)

After buying those 2 items, I felt a pinch in my heart and decided not to spend any more money. :/ heee~

I had a great time with you today Cher. Remember to send me the pictures that we took yeah. =D Love ya!

*Joan* was here at 6:32:00 PM

I am in a happy mood.

Last night mahjong session was great. But damn! I only won once. Rrrarrr.
*Luck wasn't with me* :(
Sorry SJ for leaving you alone for awhile at the start when you came. :/
Anyhoo, I had lots of fun with Cher too. Hee~ But we didn't camwhore.
aaaawwww.

To Cher:
Don't be ps that my mom send you home. She just doesn't want you to waste money taking a cab home. I know you feel bad that her leg is injured. But then and there, I can't say anything if she insists on it. :)
And YAY! I am meeting you later. Hahaha... I can't wait. We get to camwhore today yeah. Hahahaha! =D

Class wasn't all too bad yesterday. It was fun! But! There is this part where WanWan just had to let us watch a gruesome japanese show. Oh man! I swear a couple of us girls were like screaming at certain parts of the show. Freaky man!
Wan! Why do you have such gruesome shows in your comp. rrrarrr. hahaha. But all's fun when you watch with such funky classmates. :)))

Love them friends to bits.

*Joan* was here at 12:10:00 PM

Friday, October 26, 2007

A song that tells how life goes.

100 years - five for fighting

I’m 15 years for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I’m just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

I’m 22 for a moment
And she feels better than ever
And we’re on fire
Making our way back from Mars

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15 there’s never a wish better than this
When you've only got a hundred years to live...

I’m 33 for a moment
still the man, but you see I’m a they
A kid on the way, babe
A family on my mind

I’m 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I’m heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I’m all right with you
15 there’s never a wish better than this
When you've only got a hundred years to live...

Halftime goes by
Suddenly you’re wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
the sun is getting high
We’re moving on...

I’m 99 for a moment
I’m dying for just another moment
And I’m just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you're on your way
Every day's a new day

15 there’s still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15 there’s never a wish better than this
When you've only got a hundred years to live

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I am currently in class having 'Cognitive' module. We are currently discussing about 'chances'.
I feel that chances will be given. Especially in relationship, you give the other party a chance. But chances to be taken will be decided on the person alone.

Ah well. Anyway, I can't wait for tonight. Mahjong session! Wheeee!~

...jump shot...

*Joan* was here at 11:25:00 AM

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
Could never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine

[Repeat chorus twice]

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

[Repeat chorus]

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

Stumbled upon this song while watching 'Live The Dreams' sang by Victor. Come to think of it, I haven't heard this song in ages. I love the lyrics. :)

*Joan* was here at 8:53:00 PM

Specially For Cher

Hey Cher darling,
I know how you are feeling now. But don't blame yourself for everything. Sometimes we say the wrong thing unintentionally, it's inevitable. It's not bad luck or anything, just that it just happened.
Don't worry too much love, everything's going to be alright. Bad incidents will always occur at any phase of our life, we can't avoid them. All you got to do, is to pray for all these to be over soon and look forward to much better days.

You know that I am always here, and I know that you are always there. So just remember that you are not alone. You still have some other close friends too, so all ain't that bad. Don't be pessimistic because of all these shit that's happening around you, try to look at things in the optimistic way so that you won't get all depressed. Alright?!?

Look at the brighter side of life, just like what I'm doing. I think about the people I still have around me to cheer me up everyday. Especially you and the wonderful classmates I have in school.
I am sure you have them too. So cheer up and press on. Alright?

Right now, let *** cool down first. Remember! If you talk to *** the next round, if you're scared, just remember to watch your words so that you won't say the wrong thing. And also, if you feel that you did or said something wrong to ***, just humble yourself and apologise. If need be to talk things out, remember to talk nicely and don't get heated up so easily.

I am just a minute away and my house door is always open if you need someone to talk to. Love you babe. :)))

With lots of love,
Jo :)

*Joan* was here at 7:21:00 PM

Monday, October 22, 2007

Photos Time! - Saturday outing :))

look at this macik. hahaha!

the 3 of us :)

loves!

the vain macik. hahaha!

aawwww...

screams!!

There are a lot more photos. But I am too lazy to upload. And some, I look really ugly. LOL.
That's about it. :)

*Joan* was here at 3:37:00 PM

Updates! =D

Saturday

Went to Sakura with Tata, Dada and I pulled Eliz along last minute cause Cher couldn't make it. Well, I had like loads of fun with them. Like omgosh! Crazy talks and lots of laughter over lunch. It was so cool! I always long for such gathering with friends, such like going out for lunch together at such places and like having lots of fun. Chitty chatties, laughing and laughing like the world's gone mad or something.
I love you girls. Seriously~ Muahs Muahs Muahs! =D

Sunday

Today was church day! Class was ok. Went for lunch with mom and Cher after that. We talk quite a bit over lunch. Haha. Then, Cher came over to my place because we needed to plan for next Sunday's lesson. Like gosh!~
While discussing, we kept digressing. LOL. We kept getting distracted by the orange bars at the bottom. LOL! If you know what that is~ Haha.
I'm speaking the obvious anyway. WTH right~ hhahahaa.

Disney channel showed 'High Musical 2' again. It was at 7.30pm, usual. Cher didn't watch before, so she stayed to watch. After the show, mom offered to bring us for dinner and then send Cher home. How nice!~ I love the companion and all the talks we had.

Well, friends come and go, but I am glad I found a new friend and a friend in her. I feel so glad that God gave me something even better. I'll make sure I will cherish this. Thanks Cher for being there. Thanks a million.

Much loves, Jo.
Muahs Muahs Muahs my honey babies. Hahahaha. =D

*Joan* was here at 12:47:00 AM

Friday, October 19, 2007

Someday
When we are wiser
When the world's older
When we have learned
I pray
Someday we may yet live
To live and let live
Someday
Life will be fairer
Need will be rarer
And greed will not pay
God speed
This bright millennium
On its way
Let it come
Someday

Someday
Our fight will be won then
We'll stand in the sun then
That bright afternoon
'Till then
On days when the sun is gone
We'll hang on
If we wish upon the moon

There are some days dark and bitter
Seems we haven't got a prayer
But a prayer for something better
Is the one thing we all share

Someday
When we are wiser
When the whole world is older
When we have learned
I pray
Someday we may yet live
To live and let live
One day, someday
Someday
Life will be fairer
Need will be rarer
Greed will not pay
God speed
This bright millennium
Let it come
If we wish upon the moon
One day
Someday
Soon

One day
Someday
Soon

When two people have a totally different perception of how to love, then they will never be able to be together as a couple. Sometimes, it's better to give each other your blessings to lead their own life and find a partner that suits them.
To a certain extent, it is better to be on your own. But humans are not made to be alone.

Anyway, school wasn't all too bad today. We all brought our childhood photos as what Catherine told us to last week. It was so interesting to see how cute and adorable everyone looked when they were young. hahaha.
Yayeee! Tomorrow I am going Sakura with tata, dada and cher. (:
I can't wait.

*Joan* was here at 7:10:00 PM

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

I am going to show my sincere appreciation to a few of my friends who have constantly been there for me.

To Cheryl:
Thanks love for constantly hearing me rant and giving me comfort whenever I needed it. I thank God for your presence. Let's hang out some time soon. :D

To tata:
TaaaaaaTaaaaa, thanks for all that funkiness during school hours. Thanks for lending a listening ear and cheering me up without fail. lovelove. :)

To JessJess:
Jeeesssssss... Loud haler! You rock my socks. Thanks for all the laughter and funkiness as well. For lending a listening ear too. lovelove. :)

Reminiscing on the past brings tears, but with these few people in my life, all doesn't seem so bad. I hope life will go back to normal soon.
So, today I'm having culture. We are talking about discrimination and stereotype. Somehow these two seem to overlap each other no matter the differences.

Well talking about discrimination, it is happening everywhere in the world today. And it includes racist, sexist, prejudice against religions and etc. I feel that if all these things are cut off, it will make the world a better place to live in. Don't you all think so? But we humans always contradict what we say with what we do.
We can discuss about the consequences of discriminating someone and having prejudice against them, but yet we are still doing it sub-consciously.
How degrading it is to an intellectually educated person yeah.

I guess all these will come to an end when judgement day dawns upon us.

*Joan* was here at 12:34:00 PM

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Kelly Clarkson - Anytime

Anytime you feel like you just can't hold on
Just hold on to my love and I'll help you be strong
But you're so afraid to lose
And baby I can't reach your heart
And I can't face this world that's keeping us apart

But now I can be the one to show you
Everything you missed before
Just hold on now
'Cause I can be the one to give you more
Let you know

Anytime you need love baby I'm on your side
Just let me be the one I can make it alright
Anytime you need love baby you're in my heart
I can make it alright

I look into your eyes, and I feel it coming through
And I can't help but want you more than I want to
So baby take all of your fears, and cast them all on me
'Cause all I ever wanted was just to make you see

That I could be the one to give you
All that you've been searching for
Just hold on to my love
And baby let me give you more
You know, anytime

Anytime you need love baby I'm on your side
Just let me be the one I can make it alright
Anytime you need love baby you're in my heart
I can make it alright

And now there's no way out
And I can't help the way I feel
'Cause baby you're the fire
And I'll be waiting right here
You know my love is real, baby

Anytime you need love baby I'm on your side, you know
Just let me be the one I can make it alright
Anytime you need love baby you're in my heart
I can make it alright

Anytime you need love baby I'm on your side
Just let me be the one I can make it alright
Anytime you need love baby you're in my heart
I can make it alright

:)

*Joan* was here at 9:13:00 PM

Monday, October 15, 2007

Life has just been a roller coaster ride lately. So much things going on at one time. Situations are getting worst on its own. I don't know what else to think of, now at this moment.

I have quit the band for the time being. I'm wondering if I'll ever go back or if God has planned something even better for me. Right now, reconciling with people who are close to me is one of my major concerns.
Everyone is busy doing their own things, and it's just so hard to make time for each other. Everything's so messed up currently.

I dare not even think about my own relationship status. The right one has yet to arrive. I'm having so many crushes here and there. All that stupid infatuations.
It gives me a very bad headache. The feeling of treasuring someone's presence is nice. But after awhile, it's like an OMG and WTH feeling. If you get what I mean.
Ah well. Sucks.

Something seems missing in my life right now.
I think it's because my involvement in church activities has loosen up so much, ever since I quit band. My life seems so empty right now, like as if it has lost it's own sense of direction. I want to go back to my normal lifestyle. I guess I need to give it some time.

Going to school everyday makes me seem like a robot. Waking up at the same time, structure of school curriculum is the same everyday and every week. First meeting, break, second meeting, break, third meeting and go home. [Quoting from YaoYao]
It's the same everyday. Gosh~
What keeps me going, are the classmates that I have currently.

There will come a day that life will make a turn on its own again. For the better or for worst? I don't know. Not a clue at all.
Leaving everything into God's hands is all I can do. But when we say it, it just seems so easy. When you do it, everything seems the other way round. I guess this is pretty much how life works.
[Don't think so much.] is so much easier said than done as well.

Life yeah. like totally *whatever~ :/

*Joan* was here at 10:39:00 AM

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Entertain me. Muahs. (:

*Joan* was here at 2:40:00 PM

Roses`

A Cup Of Wine`

Sweet Champagne`

REMINISE`

SPECIAL THANKS`