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Monday, December 25, 2006


MERRY CHRISTMAS!!


Yes it's 4.30am now and I'm still awake. Well Merry Merry Christmas to everyone. God bless all of you, may good tidings come your way and have a good year ahead. Lalala..


I love you so much that I can't bear to ruin this bond. I'm satisfied when my eyes are pinned on and I don't ask for more. How much worries and frighten I am to face the music, the humiliated, heart piercing rejection. What's not may it be God's will or it is, I do not know and that's why I fear. No amount of words or tears or actions are able to reveal how much my heart is crying out loud. High hopes, medium hopes or low hopes, what idea do I have? I don't want to have to bury myself six feet underground at the end. I just want to fly into that little hut of yours and never come out, because every time you go away, I wish you'd take a little piece of me. I love you.


MERRY CHRISTMAS!



Joanne Magdalene

*Joan* was here at 4:18:00 AM

Thursday, December 21, 2006


wow! wow! wow!


After spending 9 days in Kuching, I've realised and learned so many things. Amazingly, I did not miss my comfortable bed, nor the warm showers nor television programmes back here in Singapore. The only ones I missed the most was probably my parents and friends here. I guess Kuching gave me everything that I need and want, and more!


The times spent in Kampong Gayu made me realised something. How sad it is to see Singaporeans finding happiness and pleasure in materialistic ways, and they are always demanding and seeking for more and more, not to forget being so calculative, yet never seem to get satisfaction with whatever they have. As compared to the people in Kuching, most importantly Kampong Gayu, they live their lives in the simplest ways and yet receive happiness. Time really slowed down when we were there, unlike living in Singapore, the hectic fast-pace life we lead.


I really miss the village life in Kampong Gayu. The wonderful picturesque scenery, blackouts, candle-lights, motorbikes, bumpy long-winding road, the river, soccer field, cold water baths, the little kitten which made me not so afraid of cats anymore, caroling from house-to-house, delivering of christmas trees, the coolness and fresh air, cute little innocent kids, home-cooked food and fruits (sweet vegetables, kueh jap etc). Especially the LOVE exchange with the villagers. And as Cheryl says, the calmness of everything and the looks of sincere appreciation. How true that is!


I miss the carefree life back there. All burdens, woes and problems left temporarily. There was totally nothing to worry about. It was really sad to leave, and YES I cried, but that amount of tears was not enough to reveal how sad I am to leave that wonderful, amazing place that God has created. There's no other best place I could find to feel peace within me thoroughly.


Although during the trip, I got irritated with a group of people who constantly doesn't know how to keep quiet when asked to gather and pay attention, other than that, the whole trip was fulfilling and it was a meaningful experience that I will take with me.


Oh and on the last day, to my biggest surprise, Cyrus came to send us off at St Lukas! I Swear I didn't expect that. I was SO touched when I saw him, I nearly cried but I managed to hold back. Can you imagine, a 45mins ride on his motorbike from Kampong Gayu all the way to St Lukas to send us off. Moreover he was the only one from the Kampong who came. I swear, our group is superbly privileged!


Oh well crazy times>> The bumpy and speeding bus ride, motorcycle ride, 'we three kings'(w/ actions), 'moremoremore', macarena, seaside dining w/ techno, reflections, shopping and more shopping, swings at scv. Even more.


I miss everything and these memories will definitely stay on with me for life. I will go back next year. :)

*Joan* was here at 1:06:00 PM

Sunday, December 10, 2006


God let your will be done


OMGoodness! The youth retreat camp was a really great experience!! Yesterday we had reconciliation. Before confession time, Debbie and I were already crying really badly. For me I cried because God's presence was really strong. I could just feel His love flowing within me and his warm hug. I just felt it so strongly that I felt I didn't deserve it that I broke down and cried. It was really a wonderful and amazing feeling. Well I am really happy that I went for the retreat. It's a good start for me, before I go to Kuching to spread God's love and at least my sins are forgiven. It makes feel better and prepared for Kuching.


Thank you Keenan for planning and coordinating this retreat camp. You're the coolest youth worker. I guess without you I wouldn't be able to experience and be a part of this wonderful retreat. Thanks a million Keenan. :)


Packing for Kuching is just half way there, and YAY! It's tomorrow already, gonna be in church for the night and leave on Tuesday morning wee hour at 2am or 3am (I don't remember, but it's either one of the timing!) Bleahx.. *laughs* I can't wait for Kuching. Weeee~ :) Well I'm going to continue packing my bag now.


Toodles all! I'll be back only on the 20th morning. So yea.. Those I love will be missed badly when I'm there, especially Debbie Sister! :( Deb take care of yourself this one whole week yea. ;) Goodnight to all. Happy Holidays! I will take care of myself, no worries! :)



Joanne Magdalene

*Joan* was here at 9:05:00 PM

Tuesday, December 05, 2006


I'm Crazy


I stayed over at Debbie's house last night. Woke up at 8am, showered and played with her niece and nephew until 8.50am, after which headed down to church. Today bible camp was GREAT!! *laughs* The little kids are so adorable, I swear. I don't mind adopting one. *laughs* Later I got to wake up early for day 3 bible camp. Wee~


I'm just super happy. Happy till I'll irritate people with my story. *laughs* Kuching mission trip is coming real soon, I can't wait as it's going to be a great trip. :))


Well I'm going to bed soon after I hang up with Paul, my brother-in-law. Lol. :)



Joanne Magdalene

*Joan* was here at 11:52:00 PM

Monday, December 04, 2006


I love you


This is a song that I like a lot.
Father/Jesus/Spirit, in my life I see,
You are God who walks with me.
You hold my life in Your hands,
Close beside you I will stand.
I give all my life to You,
Help me Father/Jesus/Spirit to be true.


I just love him so much. I just want to spend my life with him, God that's all. I want to be with him, may it be in bad or good times and in sick, till old to death. To do all this, by your grace and amazing love, and with your presence between us; build up by your love Lord.


It is indeed so hard to say what God's will is. To love is to give space, have trust and faith, be understanding and compromise. Be on a "close friend" basis and to be there for one another in times of needs. To let it be fully build by God's love to glorify God. Leave it to God and to constantly pray for guidance. "When it is yours it's yours. No matter how far you're apart, it'll still be yours. Because if two people are truly meant to be together, nothing can keep them apart as love conquers all."


I know I love you and that's all that matters. I just want the best for you and I want you to be happy. I will always be constantly praying for you to ask God to give you the strength and wisdom in whatever you are doing. I just want to give you the space you need, and not frighten you now with how I'm feeling for you. Just go ahead with what your first priorities are right now and I'm just going to be here to pray for you, and will always be here whenever you need help or just someone to be there for you. I love you and I'll let nature takes its course.



I love you and I really really do. :)


Joanne Magdalene

*Joan* was here at 12:06:00 AM

Saturday, December 02, 2006


beautiful day


Hmm.. Lets see! This morning I reached the ice rink about 7.30am in the morning, met Daniel and people. Well Daniel is my Mcee partner for the Skate Asia Winter Classic. *laughs* He is a very humourous guy. Anyway I was on duty until about 11.30am odd, and I left the ice rink; headed down to Deb's house. I had my brunch at her house, then at around 12+, we started dolling ourselves up, putting on our make-up to prepare to head down to church to attend Kelvin & Lena's wedding mass.


The wedding was so sweet and touching that Deb and me almost teared. *laughs* It was a wonderful experience to see a couple getting married in the house of God. And one amazing thing was, after they exchanged their wedding rings, there was a short downpour on our church and it stopped after a few minutes. And there we knew it was the showers of blessings from God. It was really wonderful to know that their relationship is build by God's love. It was just so overwhelming during the whole mass. It was so romantic especially when the readings, gospels and songs blend in together. The feeling of God's presence was so strong. Amazing wedding! ;)



You'll always be in my heart. I love you and I want to spend my life with you. Will you ever accept? God if it's your will, let your will be done unto us Lord.


Joanne Magdalene

*Joan* was here at 11:50:00 PM