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Thursday, August 31, 2006

today


Today I went back to my primary school, the new building. A new principal as well. DAMN the school man! I went all the way to Jurong and took a cab down, and they didn't allow me to go into the school premises. Stupid rules saying that we have to wear our school uniform then we can go in! WHAT THE HEAVEN!! I went all the way there to visit my dear teachers and fark it, I couldn't go in. Stupid DAMN rules!! *SCREAMS*


Well, I wrote a letter in the end, for Mrs Yeo and I asked Bryant to help me pass it to her. He was in his school track suit so he was able to go in. DAMN! *SCREAMS* Anyway, I ended up at my grandparents' house since it was just across the road, had my dinner there and all. :) My mom came at around 8+pm to pick me up and we headed to my dad's office to pick him up as he is not driving the van home. When we reached the office, we ended up helping my dad settle some office paper work. I did some filing, whereas my mom was keying datas. Left the office at 10+pm and we came home. :D That's what happened today!


thy gift has yet to come


I really want to know who he is! *SREAMS* Whoever that is, I hope you'll come up to me and not let me wait too long. :( I'm getting impatient. ARGH! "God, you're never impatient, Please be the patience in me!" :/


We Wait



We wait.
We're not in a hurry.
O we need You Lord.
We wait.
All our cares and worries,
We lay aside for You.
O how we long to see Your face,
O how we long for Your embrace,


We wait.
We're not afraid to tarry.
We yearn for You Lord,
We wait.
For Your mighty wind to carry us,
Into Your presence Lord.
And as we fill this house with praise,
Let Your holy fire fill this place.


As we wait...


And as we fill this house with praise,
Let Your holy fire fill this place.


We wait.

*Joan* was here at 11:37:00 PM


my poor bear being *ABUSED*!












what happened yesterday


I met up with Aloy and SJ at Westmall 'Coffee Bean' at about 1pm??! I was doing physics, asked them questions when I didn't know how to do. And poor bear was abused by them. :'( Then, Samantha and Joshua came to find me at 3+pm. Haha. And What The Heaven!, I was at 'Coffee Bean' from 1pm to 7+pm. Crazy me! :/ Sat there for soooo long. :0 At 4.30pm, Aloy and SJ left and not long Debbie came cause she works there. Haha! First time see her working. So cool! Well, left me, Sammie and Josh there chatting and Josh went home an hour later. Whereas, Sammie and I continued our sisters' chat. Haha! :D


Before Sammie left, we went to the washroom and we walked pass this bag shop just right outside Coffee Bean. We went to the bag shop after we went to the washroom, and we found out we were eyeing on the same bag when we walked pass earlier. Haha!! *Sisters think alike.* woooot! The bag costs $34.90. And guess what?!! She bought the bag for herself and me! Haha.. So sweet of her! Weee~ Advance Birthday and X'mas present! :D Thank you sister!! =) I love you. You rock! I'll treat you when you come back next year. =) Gonna miss you soooo much! :(


shang


Damn! You stood us up. Wtheaven! you actually overslept. Thank God we didn't go Orchard. Or else we go all the way there just to meet up with you and you're not coming. Gawd! How can you?! Argh.. PSer.. You say before 5pm you not free, so you were actually busy sleeping. You're such an arss! Rrarr.. Sammie and I don't believe you were sleeping, more like you didn't feel like coming. Whatever! Make us wait for 1hour and you told us you're not coming! Ahhhh... I just feel like killing you!! *screams*


dearies


I love Debbie, Sammie, Sabby, Bry, Jus and Josh! All my god-siblings and all my friends! :D


Debbie


Happy to see you yesterday sis! =) Happy that we had dinner together just now, with my mom somemore. I'll pray for you. Good luck for your 'Coffee' test later in the morning. I'll always be here for you. See you later as well. I love you sis! :D


Sammie


Hey thanks for the bag you bought! Haha we're having the same bag! Weee~ But too bad you're leaving this Sunday back to London, and we can't go out together carrying the same bag! Well bon voyage to you. But I guess I'll be able to see you on Saturday if you're going to church. Till then I'll wish you again. :) Gonna miss you sooo much! *Cries* I love you sis!


Sabby


YAYEE! You're coming back today! I'll see you later alright. Study hard for your prelims too. And I'll continue to pray for you and Don as well. I love you sis! :D


Bryant


Hey brother! Study hard for Os yea?! Haven't seen you for so long. Meet up one of these days yea?! I miss you bro. Love ya! :D


Jus


Hey study hard for your Ns yea?! Concentrate on your studies and don't think of anything else at the moment. Do well. I want to see you promote to do Os. :D Know that Debbie and I will always be here for you. Love ya! :D


Josh


Hey Josh, my brother-in-law! Haha.. ;D It's great seeing you today! Seeing you and seeing Sammie, I'm sooo happy! I'll pray for you. Don't worry too much. Know that God's always beside you to guide you in life. Prayers are powerful. Just keep on praying alright. Anything you can just call me. I'm just a minute away. Don't hesitate to look for me or what. And I'll keep praying for you and my dearest sister, Sammie! I pray that you guys relationship will continue to blossom and bring glory to God. :D Love ya!


[My Life] God's grace is sufficient


Mr. Right has yet to appear! I don't know who it'll be. I'll leave it in the hands of the Lord. I may or may not have one. I don't know. I just don't wish to think about it but it keeps on repeating in my head. I don't know why. Trying not to think so much about it but it keeps on replaying in my mind. Rrarr. Never mind! :/


That's all. Blog a lot today! Haha.. See you people! Goodnight. Going to sleep now! woooot!! toodles. :D

*Joan* was here at 1:15:00 AM

Monday, August 28, 2006

what happened today


Today I woke up at 11.30am. Dragged until around 1pm I went out. Supposed to head straight to tuition teacher's place to pay him the fees but ended up shopping at "Blush Boutique" for awhile. And guess what?!! I bought a new pair of sandals for myself. It costs me $19.90. *RRaRR* But anyway it's worth it because it's so nice. Weeee!! ;)


Debbie


At around 6.30pm - 7pm, I left the house and went to the Macdonalds near church to look for my dearest sister, Debbie, to study with her. :) So happy to see her! *winks* I love you sister. Know that I'll always be here for you.


tomorrow


I'm having my last prelim paper which is Accounts Paper 1. *Sigh* But my school ends at 9am! YAYEE! So sad, my outting with sister, Samantha is Cancelled! :( *cries* Hope I got plans soon.


Sabby


Sister, I know you're having your prelims now. All the best to you. May God bless you. I know you've been studying very hard and I pray for you. I'll see you around soon! =) Love ya!


god's will


God, if it is your will, tell me what to do. Allow me to follow my heart Lord. If I tell him, I don't know what's going to happen. But Lord, I know you do know what will happen. By the way is it him or the other him?! Sigh.. It may not be the time now. Are you telling me that it's time?! Or what? Sigh.. I am waiting. Waiting for you to give me an answer Lord. You may not tell me the answer any time soon. But I'll wait.

*Joan* was here at 10:36:00 PM

Sunday, August 27, 2006

what is happening today


Sigh! Debbie, Justin and the rest are all at the youth camp. They are coming back in the evening today though. RRARR!


YAYEE! Friggin' 5-6 months and my friend SJ's coming back from Aus today! Woohoo~ Present please! Lol.. ;P Well my mom and I am going to the airport with his family members to pick him up later in the evening. Probably head down for dinner after that. wooooooot!


is it him that thy give it


I don't know if he is the one. But I know God will give me the answer when he and I am ready. I don't know if it's just a crush or is it something more than a crush. Should I tell him or should I not?! These feeliings are so hard to sort out. Darn! What should I do Lord? I know you have planned all these for me and I have my own free will to choose. But I do not know how to decide. Help me Lord. :( I Have To Follow My Heart NOT My Mind! Sigh.. God teach me to wait patiently for Thy gift.





You called me to do your
will Lord.
Deep down in my heart,
I know your grace is sufficient
for me.
Lord I know your love for me,
and you'll never forsake me.


I live this life of mine,
just for you alone Lord.
Your love for me is unconditional,
I want to do just the same,
but to me it's hard.
I know in my heart,
it'll not be hard if you
live in me.
Lord have your way in me,
and help me to fulfill your will.


Every second that I breathe,
I just want you to know
how much I love you Lord.

*Joan* was here at 1:50:00 PM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

exam


Exams today was real bad. Gosh! I choose not to care about prelims results already. All I care is to study now for O levels. Yupps.


what happened today


Went for tuition at 2.30pm and it ended at 4pm. After that, headed straight down to Westmall's 'Burger King' to meet Aloy, cause I asked him to teach me science. haha. Debbie came down too. haha. At 5.55pm we headed down to church as part of the 'Psalm 91' members were meeting up for their music practice for Bangra night. While I studied there, I was enjoying the music they were playing and singing. hehe. And Dominic was so funny can! Andrea laughed till she cried. lol. I was studying and I almost lost my concentration but thank God I didn't. hehe. By the way, 'Psalm 91' cancelled their performance for Bangra night. Sigh! don't ask why


aloy


Hey thanks dude! for helping me in science today. Appreciate a lot. Haha next Wednesday yea. haha! Lol.. I'm ruining your 1 month holiday. woot! So sorry! lol. U mean! Making me feel guilty.. cries :'(


debbie


Hey sister! You better have your meals consistently. Even if you have no appetitite you still have to eat something. It's not good to keep getting gastric you know. You must take care of your health. Don't make people who care and love you, worry for you! And I can see from today that you're getting better in handling your feelings and all. I'm glad to see that. Just keep trying and know that God will help you. I love you!


sabby


Hey sister! Good luck for your prelims next week. I know you can do it. For your A levels as well. I know you can do it. We all know you can! Study hard for this final lap and we can both enjoy our holidays together. I want you to know I miss you and I love you! =)


love life


I don't know about my feelings now. Probably I'm liking too many even though I know the right one will appear one day. But who?! Moreover I'm liking people who may not be the one. Well I need to control my feelings now and not do anything rash. God has planned all this for me and I have to be ready before God can give it to me. The one who comes next will be my future husband, and I'm sure he'll be. Together to seek to bring Glory to our God. =) That'll be beautiful.


my life


I have to concentrate on studying for my Os now. I don't care about prelim results already. Well I really want to meet my Mr. Right, the one that God has set aside for me. Stress with studies now. I got Maths paper 2 and Sci(phy/chem) paper 1 later. And I'll be finally left with 1 more paper which is next tuesday. How cool! haha. Finally can go shopping! YAY!!


I signed up the form for junior catechist next year! Going to teach the Sec 3s. hehe. I will be having my training during some time in November or December by Keenan. And I'm also intending to join 'Psalm 91' after my O levels. YAYEE! My life after O levels will be the best season ever! YAY I can't wait. WoooooooT!! ;p


I'm going off now! Going to continue studying. Wee! Toodles. =)

*Joan* was here at 11:09:00 PM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

exam


I screwed up my science practical today. cries I'm going to fail it. Damn. It was hard. God guide me in my other subjects.


after school


Reached home at 2.55pm not accurate, bathed and went off for tuition. Ended at 5.30pm. Came home and watched television for awhile. Then went to study.
On the computer, chatted with some friends. And I just chatted with aloy and sammie. *smile* and I'm still studying.


life


I'm now currently looking and planning to go overseas to study after my Os. Yups. Well having physics paper 2 and history later. Feeling so stress.. I can't wait for this week to end cause it would mean that I'll have one more paper left which is next Tuesday. *cries*


love life


I'm hoping to meet him one day. God will give him to me if I'm meant to have one. And I hope he and I will be something like Don and Sab. How sweet that will be! =) I don't need to have him, but it would be beautiful if he appears in my life. And this time if he comes into my life, I must make sure he'll make a good husband-to-be. =) I'm always waiting. He'll come to me in God's time if I'm meant to have one in my life. We'll serve God together and seek to bring God glory. He'll love me more than I love him. I pray for this day to come. God bless me.

*Joan* was here at 12:59:00 AM

Monday, August 21, 2006

school


Today, school was pretty fine. I had my maths paper 1 and social studies today. Maths paper was kinda ok i guess. Don't know some questions though. But it was slightly easier than Mid-Year and it was set by Anna. If it's Jerome who set it I think it'll be damn difficult. DEAD zzzz...


godsisters


debbie


Debbie came over for awhile just now right after her work. So happy to see her. Well at least she's feeling better now. Hey cheer up okay! I can see that you're getting back on your two feet again. It's a good thing! Just do what your heart tells you to not your mind. God will definitely bless you and Psalm 91 on Bhangra night. It comes out from your mouth saying you are not going to care about what they want to do, leave it to them. But I can tell that in your heart, you stil care. Well stay cool and don't worry too much. Just know that God's grace is sufficient. Don't worry I'll keep on praying for you.


sabby


Sab I want you to know that I'll always be here for you. No matter what. YAY! She's going to come over my place later. At least I've got a companion tonight. Can't wait. Good luck for you prelims and A levels sis. Always supporting and praying for you. God bless you and Don too.


God's always there for me


I'm going to have science practical exam tomorrow. YAY!! I'll only have to go to school at 11am. I know God will help me to do well and guide me to do what I'm suppose to do in my experiments. =)


why do you all have to be like that


Seriously if you don't like me you can just tell me straight in the face. Seriously I don't think I did anything wrong to you okay. I let you come my house, but everytime you on the television, you watch awhile and you fall asleep. Waste my electricity. I didn't tell you off you know. And yea I'm hot-tempered so I banged my table, is it wrong? I think it would be wrong if I vent my anger on you people. But banging my table with books or whatever to vent my anger, you don't like me. What if I vent my anger on you, are you going to kill me? Whatever okay! **shakes head** You talk behind my back and all, I know all about that. I'm not that dumb. Seriously GET A LIFE! and concentrate on your O levels. No point gossiping to piss someone off like me. I have enough of all your nonsense, and PLEASE! for Christ sake, stop acting like a primary school kid. Look at how old you are, my friends out there who are the same age as you or rather US! don't even behave this way. For goodness sake, nobody will say you're like that if you didn't act like one. And seriously you know, if you want to gossip and continue to judge people right, reflect and think of yourself first. Think before you talk! I know I can't change a person, all I can do is to tell you. And the rest is up to you whether you want to change and make up your idea. I've nothing better to say to you. Don't try to provoke me, if I can't control myself, I'm serious I'll definitely blow at you even if I didn't want to.


God's grace is sufficient.


Okay I got to go. I need to prepare for tomorrow's practical. Yupps.. Toodles.

*Joan* was here at 9:29:00 PM

Friday, August 18, 2006

I saw the video by David Payne. And there's this joke that's really interesting and I think of sharing it with everyone of you through my blog.




There was this part of the video whereby David was telling a joke about his daughter, Charlotta.
Charlotta is about age 3? Yupps. And she loves to watch this 'animated video' about Jesus.




There was this part of the video where Mary was in delivery, giving birth to Christ.
And so as usual, 'delivery pain'.
And Mary shouted out this phrase "Jesus Christ, Son of the Living God, HELP ME!".



Somehow, Charlotta fell in love with this phrase.
One day, Charlotta was running about the whole house, shouting "Jesus Christ, Son...... Jesus Christ, Son......."
It was really funny, a young little girl age 3 doing that.
So, David, Charlotta's father, felt he had to ceased that moment.
Cause it's not so good to shout that phrase in vain.
And he told her "it is good that you're saying that phrase. But remember, only say it when mommy and daddy are not with you anymore."
So she looked at Him, showing like she understood what he was saying like how a 18 year old understood it maturely.
After he spoke to Charlotta, he left for work.
Whereas her mommy was on the phone.
And She went to the toilet to do her business.
But she just started to learn to get up onto the bowl her own.
And after that she'll need someone to help her finish up the last bit.
So she was done and she called out, "Finished! Finished! ..."
But no one came, so she started shouting "Jesus Christ, Son of the Living God, HELP ME!"




Oh goodness she was asking for help to clean up her sh*t. lol. It's like how's Christ going to come down and help you do it. lol. This is just a joke.



Haha seriously this joke is just so adorable and so cute. Lol.

*Joan* was here at 2:35:00 PM


A Story To Remind You To 'Believe In God'



Once there was this little village,
and they had a drought.
The village was a christian community,
so everyone went to church to pray for rain.
And there was this little girl who went with her mother.
She was carrying an umbrella and she walked into the church.
Everyone found it weird and was looking at her.
Anyway, they all continued to pray and pray.
At last, it began to rain heavily.
Everyone started running to find shelter.
And the little girl opened the unbrella and walked out with her mother.
She was confused. So she asked her mother:
"mommmy, why is it that they pray for rain, yet they don't bring an umbrella.
Since they know God will answer their prayers?"




So people think about it.
It is like if u want God to work,
first! you need to believe in Him. Because if you don't believe in Him and open yourself up to Him, how then could he be able to work?!
If you want God to take away your pain,
you need to overcome the pain first. And yea it's indeed not so simple to say 'overcome your pain'. But you can do it, not by your own. But let Christ be in you to help you overcome it.




You cannot have peace in yourself alone, but "let Christ be the peace in you."
You do not have the strength in you, but "let Christ be the strength in you."
When you're angry, "God you don't get angry. Be the peace in me."
When you're impatient, "God you're never impatient. Be the patience in me."
When you want to gossip, "God you don't gossip nor judge, be the goodness in me."




So what I'm driving at is that, you can't do all the impossibles that God has set for you, but you can do it with Him in you. And by doing so, always remember to have 'Faith' in Him. Always remember to call to him for 'Help'. When you sin, always ask him for 'Forgiveness' and always remember He always 'Loves' you and He will NEVER forsake you.

*Joan* was here at 1:55:00 PM

Thursday, August 17, 2006


There's nothing too big God cannot handle. Just completely surrender your life into His hands. He will take the painful parts of your life and knit them into something strong and beautiful, revealing what God has in plan for you and also a deeper understanding on who our God is.

*Joan* was here at 11:00:00 PM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Blessed Bless
One thing I learned, never feel a need or a want to have or be in a relationship. If God feels that it's the right time to give you a beautiful relationship, He'll give it to you. If He wants you to be single for the rest of your life, let it be.




[Moreover a couple should have a relationship that is build on God's love, one that is not selfish and always seeking to bring God glory.]




And we should constantly pray to Him for help and guidance, in our sad, happy, angry or jealous times, we should pray to him.




I have a beautiful sister, my godsister, Sabrina. She's the best thing that could ever happen in my life. The most wonderful gift that God has given me. I really cherish and treasure her a lot.




A Prayer :
Lord, I pray that my sister's relationship with Don will continue to blossom and glorify you, Lord. Lord may you continue to bless our friendship/sistership, that may it grow strong and healthy. Help and guide us whenever we encounter any ups and downs. I pray that with your power and will, we'll hand in hand rally people back to you. Together with your love that embraces us, we'll seek to glorify you Lord. And that may Don and my sister, my sister and me, form an anchor of faith, an anchor to the earth, rallying people back to you Lord. Hand in hand, in the unity that would be pleasing to you Lord, and May you our Lord God be glorified. Amen.




P.S
...JoanMagie...

*Joan* was here at 11:31:00 PM