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Sunday, September 10, 2006

last evening


I had mass at SMOTA. Then mommy sent debbie and me to St. Ignatius as we were having a 'praise and worship' session there. Well it's called 'Ablaze'. It was pretty cool and interesting to be there. The songs we sang, plus the talks, I could really feel God's presence there and then. The holy spirit was filling me up so peacefully. It was truly one of the best 'praise and worship' sessions I've attended. There'll be more to come. :D


to the one


Each time I see you, I feel so happy. You just brighten up my day! I'm always so tempted to tell you but I'm really too afraid of the consequences. I'm afraid of your rejection. I just really wish you would know that 'I Love You'. I want to be with you so badly. I just want to be by your side. I want you to know that I'm always here for you, to give you the support you need, to worship & glorify God together and do most of the things in life together with you. I want to be there with you and share our ups and downs. I want to do so many things with you, but I'm just plainly afraid of how you will respond. How I wish you know about it and accept me for who I am and take the initiative. I always question God 'would this day ever come'? But what right do I have to question Him when He has planned everything for me in His time! All I can do is to pray and wait for His answers. I just wish you know all this. But I know I can't put too much hopes on you, to think negatively that you MAY disappoint me at the end of the day. All I want you to know is that 'I Love You' and that's good enough. One more thing, know that there's a person who will always be waiting for you. :)


today


I'm going church at 2.30pm for Psalm 91 meeting and music practice later. YAYEE!! Maybe I'm bringing some study materials there as well. Oh and I'm intending to go to the optical shop later in the morning to do my new spectacles which I bought a few weeks ago, to change the lens to a degree lens. :) RRARR! School's starting tomorrow. DAMN!! BORING! What to do?! Sigh... And O levels is less than 2 months. GAWD! So stress plus I've got to mug a lot. I'm so worried and nervous for O levels. :(


I want to tell you that 'I Love You'!


Toodles dearies. Going to sleep now. It's like 2.31am now! Haha. Goodnight and sweet dreams to all. God Bless Us and Peace Be Within Us! :D

*Joan* was here at 2:06:00 AM