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Thursday, September 28, 2006

my life


Love life s**ks! Sigh.. Shit happened again, and I'm torn once again. Everything that came my way, was just a learning journey, a journey towards something better that God has prepared for me. But I have been through sh*t. Tonnes and tonnes of sh*t! I SWEAR!! Leaving my love life aside, lifting it up to God to handle it. Yeah I know that jolly well. DAMN!!! *ARGH* But I feel sh*tty each time it happens. I SWEAR I'll fly to Mars if it continues to happen!! Like Ya! PICKADAMN! *ARGH* AAAAHHHH!!


Forgive me Lord!!!


I just feel so sh*tty now!! O level is coming soon and I'm freaking stressed up! Praise & Worship on the 8th of October. Bah!!~ I just need someone to be my pillar of support. Go to church with me, serve God whole heartedly and seek to bring glory to God together with me, apart from all the churchmates I'm close to. I'm torned and shattered now. I know I need to move on and move towards that 'something better' from God. But how am I going to cheer up?! Same old sh*t happening to me again. I SWEAR!! AAAAHHH!


GOD


Guide me Lord during this period of preparation for my O levels. I want to lift up all my sadness and burdens into Your hands. I know clearly that You will handle them for me and give what's best for me. I just want You to know I Love You so much. Crying in Your arms, I just feel the peace in me. Thank you Father for always being there, Your unconditional love that I receive from You. I'm just so happy to have known You Lord. Your will Your Way in me Father, All that You desire.

*Joan* was here at 1:33:00 AM