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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

forgiveness, hurt & sadness


I'm sorry to make you go through all these bullsh*t that's coming from me. I guess this is the only way I know how to react. I can't find any other ways to respond. A thousand and gazillion apologies. I do not want to have any misconceptions between you and I. O levels' coming and I just want to put a halt to all these on myself until my O levels has ended. I'm feeling so lethargic right now and I just want to fully concentrate on my O levels. Nothing more and nothing less. My brain can't perceive any more things other than those stuff that I need to study for O levels plus GOD!


I do not want to think nor settle about any other things. Whether you know or you don't know what's going on with me, I don't care. Not even a single bit, because my exams are here and they cost me my life. You can't be bothered with me now, I know. Neither am I, because O levels is just what I can think about now.


Hurt and sadness? Now? NO WAY! I'll be able to overcome it just for the sake of O levels. I'll think about those right after Os, which is, 9am on the 20th of November.


Joanne, stay strong and finish off these 3 crucial weeks.


I appear strong. You don't know what's going on inside me. I hide well.


Joanne Magdalene

*Joan* was here at 1:17:00 AM