that was all I needed to see and know
Guess after my Os, I shall just keep myself busy and enjoy myself in Kuching for that 8 days. What I need after my Os is just to be busy and not think about anything else. I've seen what I needed to see, I've heard what I needed to hear, and I've known what I needed to know. Fullstop, end of story.
Be a nun? I may consider that too. God's calling. Lalala.. I will be super busy after Os. Really BUSY! That's a good thing, right?! Right. After Christmas, I may work for my dad for awhile, then I'll probably be planning to go Australia for holiday. And next year, I might be spending Chinese New Year in either Hong Kong or something. YAY!! I will be travelling like a bird. So COOL!! YAY! I just want to get out of this stressful, hurtful and emotional place, go somewhere else to relax my mind and get some fresh air. That's all I need after Os!
I have enough of problems. Relationships with people, studies and others. Seriously enough. I've been thinking like a big 'C', crying like as though it's raining cats and dogs. This whole year just seems so emotional and problematic for me. It's irritating and I guess I've had enough.
God's will be done
As long as you're happy, nothing else matters. Treasure what you've found, just don't lose it. I've lost mine, and it'll never come back. Full of regrets? Yes but I'm not going to bother nor care already. I choose to set it free and not tie it down and keep it in my little cage.
I've cried, prayed, lived in my own little world and right now I just want to stop. I'm tired and I just want to be back in my Father's arms to feel His warm carress around me as I sleep every night.
I'm the one who wants to be with you
I'm going off now. Going to study and do some work before I sleep. Bye peeps.
Joanne Magdalene
