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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

"crumpled"

I need not work today and so I was accompanying Vinna the whole day. I brought her to church and brought her around. Nothing much today actually. Ah well..
So it's the second day of the one week march holiday; and I got to work the next few days. It all seems so boring all of a sudden. I seriously need to get a lfe soon. I can't take this no more. *Screams*~ :/

Everything turns dark all of a sudden.
There's nothing that I want so much for me to look forward to.
Losing interest in the most important part of me; the 'Heart'.
It all seems so far right now.
Deep in my heart, I'm still sincere regardless of anything.
The x-factor is missing somehow.
And I just can't figure it out.
I just want to look back and stop.

Guns N Roses - 'Estranged'
When you`re talkin to yourself and nobody`s home
You can fool yourself you,came in this world alone(alone)
So nobody ever told you baby how it was gonna be
so what`ll happen to you baby
guess we`ll have to wait and see
ONE TWO
Old at heart but I`m only 28
and I`m much too young to let love break my heart
Young at heart but it`s getting much too late
to find ourselves so far apart
I don`t know how you`re s`posed to find me lately
and what more could you ask from me
how could you say that I never needed you
when you took everything
said you took everything from me
Young at heart and it gets so hard to wait
when no one I know can seem to help me now
Old at heart but I mustn`t hesitate
if I`m to find my own way out
Still talking to myself and nobody`s home (alone)
So nobody ever told us baby how it was gonna be
so what`ll happen to us baby
guess we`ll have to wait and see
When I find out all the reasons
maybe I`ll find another way, find another day
with all the changing seasons of my life
maybe I`ll get it right next time
And that you`ve been broken down
got your head up of the clouds
you`re back down on the ground
and you don`t talk so loud and you don`t walk so proud
any more, and what for
Well I jumped into the river
too many times to make it home
I`m out there on my own and drifting all alone
if it doesn`t show give it time
to read between the lines
`Cause I see the storm`s getting closer
and the waves they get so high
seems everything we`ve ever known`s here
why must it drift away and die
I`ll never find anyone to replace you
guess I`ll have to make it through this time
all this time, without you
I knew the storm was getting closer
and all my friends said I was high
but everything we`ve ever known`s here
I never wanted it to die...

All I ever wanted was just that something special.

*Joan* was here at 1:03:00 AM