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Monday, April 02, 2007

I'm not sure of who I am
I was once solid, and now you're the bullet in my brain
The bullet that reminds me not to ask you to come to my productions.

Just leave me alone. I don't want a 'WE' to care because it feels like pitying. I don't want any pity/care. Just URGH!!! stay away from caring/pitying as it makes me feel WORST! GAWD.. Don't hesitate, just GO ahead. Hesitating just makes things worst for me not you guys. Don't do this to me!
Just leave me alone, stay away and GO AHEAD! Just don't care about me and go ahead, our sistership will be just fine that way. Man.. I HATE THIS SHIT! It's ripping my soul apart to feel as if it is pitying (caring in actual fact rather).

I'm not giving in or whatsoever. It's just about being happy. I'm not going to be happy, so just go ahead and everything is just right. Right at what's to be done and where everything is in place.
Just DON'T freaking CARE about me for crying out loud. I know you all care about how I feel whatsoever, but care 1% is good enough. Save that 99% and leave me alone. I'd rather None! And I'll definitely be just FINE!

When you say 'you two' CARE; inside me, it is like squeezing all the juice from a sugar cane until there isn't any juice left but yet still continue squeezing. Pain. And it is TORTURING to hear that 'YOU TWO' CARE! NO!! Just don't mention anything about 'YOU TWO' CARE! By doing that, it makes no difference from me; having an abrasion and you putting medicine onto the wound, making me go through the torturing pain, to the extent that I just want to rip my body apart or jump down from a building.
So just leave alone and be happy.

Just leave me alone and I'll be just fine. Everything will just be as per normal.
Thank you very much! :)

*Joan* was here at 12:03:00 AM