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Monday, October 15, 2007

Life has just been a roller coaster ride lately. So much things going on at one time. Situations are getting worst on its own. I don't know what else to think of, now at this moment.

I have quit the band for the time being. I'm wondering if I'll ever go back or if God has planned something even better for me. Right now, reconciling with people who are close to me is one of my major concerns.
Everyone is busy doing their own things, and it's just so hard to make time for each other. Everything's so messed up currently.

I dare not even think about my own relationship status. The right one has yet to arrive. I'm having so many crushes here and there. All that stupid infatuations.
It gives me a very bad headache. The feeling of treasuring someone's presence is nice. But after awhile, it's like an OMG and WTH feeling. If you get what I mean.
Ah well. Sucks.

Something seems missing in my life right now.
I think it's because my involvement in church activities has loosen up so much, ever since I quit band. My life seems so empty right now, like as if it has lost it's own sense of direction. I want to go back to my normal lifestyle. I guess I need to give it some time.

Going to school everyday makes me seem like a robot. Waking up at the same time, structure of school curriculum is the same everyday and every week. First meeting, break, second meeting, break, third meeting and go home. [Quoting from YaoYao]
It's the same everyday. Gosh~
What keeps me going, are the classmates that I have currently.

There will come a day that life will make a turn on its own again. For the better or for worst? I don't know. Not a clue at all.
Leaving everything into God's hands is all I can do. But when we say it, it just seems so easy. When you do it, everything seems the other way round. I guess this is pretty much how life works.
[Don't think so much.] is so much easier said than done as well.

Life yeah. like totally *whatever~ :/

*Joan* was here at 10:39:00 AM